Still can't find it; that passion, the reason. The only things I've found have just continued to convince me that my search is useless, that nothing can dispell this hold she has over me. Fuck... I wish... I don't know what I wish anymore. I wish you all to lead happy, fufilling lives. To find joy where it seems to elude me, to find passion where ( Read more... )

I have 46 days left.
'He who has a why can bear any how.'
I have 46 days left to find that why. I most likely on't find it, but to me that's no suprise. It's been a long wait.

I have to pick ten people and write things I would say to them but never would to their face ( Read more... )

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'kay so I'm having a good day today. Got to sleep in 'til 9:30ish, then I descided to get up and kick around my art projects. I had a shower as per usual, blow dried my hair because it was too cold to go outside with it wet, and fed my little emo fish. I caught my bus and went up to whitehorn 'cause I had a doctors appointment. It went pretty well ( Read more... )

So I've randomly rekindled my love of KouyaYamato fanfiction. For those who don't know Kouya and Yamato are the two lesbians from Loveless. If you find any fics on them that are even half decent TELL ME!! I need them... That is all.
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Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
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My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either ( Read more... )

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