Today at work one of the guys cut his hand..slowly blood started to form at the skin, soon is dripping..before long gushing..and deep inside of me a thirst..an unimaginable craving over took me...my mouth was watering and I could feel my eyes widen..I wanted that blood...I wanted to see more..I wanted to see the earth and the heavens covered in ( Read more... )

Death was only the beginning. Now, it begins again.

When you see someone you care about, someone you'd risk life and limb for, balancing on the edge of a proverbial blade, risking life, future, hope, dream and love for..and the only way to save them is to throw yourself upon the blade to spare them. I made that decision tonight. The consequences might cast me away for a long long time.

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I am Mr. Fucking Scrooge, I hate the holidays, I wish they never existed. If I see Santa, I am gonna shoot the mother fucker in the legs and then hang him with a string of Christmas lights and anyone that doesn't like it can chug a pint of rotten eggnog and shove their heads up a reindeers ass after the partridge in a peartree does the two step on ( Read more... )

I have been debating a long time about writing this entry or not, but I feel that now the time is right and that it is something that must be done. Before I get into this there is something I want to do and that is give thanks to the people that deserve it. First off, Heather, the one person that pretty much has more of a reason to hate me than ( Read more... )

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