i really should go to bed, but i don't really feel like it. i'm going to feel like it tomorrow when i have class at 9 am ( Read more... )

it's weird to think of my life a year ago and compare it to my life now.  this time last year sucked really bad and i made stupid choices.  i guess it's good that i got out of it and all, but i just wish i could take it back.  i wish i wouldn't have alienated my friends and family for some girl.  stupid ( Read more... )

me posting to my lj? crazy - i never do that ( Read more... )

turns out i care a lot more than i thought i ever would. it's getting to the point where i can't even pretend i just kinda like her now. it's scary though and i don't really wanna be completely honest with her because girls get scared away by that kind of shit. i don't know how serious she wants to be, but i know that on my end it's getting a ( Read more... )

i'm deathly ill.

school's pretty sweet. classes are friggen awesome, except for my dumb organic chemistry class. who needs that shit, seriously?

i have a new gf now. she's pretty cool.  i made her go to class with me yesterday and she drew pictures.

stef bought me 1 cent crayons. they probably suck but i don't care.

i'm not sure what's going on this weekend. people ( Read more... )

everything's going to be alright now.

my life is kinda falling apart and i don't really give a shit. i need a new life anyhow ( Read more... )

i'm not really sure what i'm doing anymore. i think that from now on, i'm going to make rash decisions and just learn to live with them because it's better than not being able to make up my mind about anything ( Read more... )

yeah. shit. that's what i ordered. i'm pathetic.

tonight was fun. bonfire and all. smores are fantastic. work was fantastic. life is pretty much not fantastic but tonight was. so, i win.

i wrote a song. it's pretty good, i think. i'm not going to let anyone hear it because it's for my ears only. i win, yet again.

god only knows what i'm doing tomorrow ( Read more... )