jukebox fuck up hanging round the drugstore
tonight was 90s themed at open mic. it should have been a win. it should have been an intense validation of all of that real shit that came before. instead it was a reminder of everything I intentionally forgot.
I tried. I got super stoked about the chance to play some smashing pumpkins songs because duh. what the fuck else would I do if given the ( Read more... )
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"they have practically been there for nearly two-thirds of my life. not only am I suddenly realizing that this is insane, but I don't care. they've saved me from a sense of despair more times than I can count, and I love them."
i feel the exact way about pretty much all the music from my teen/college years. and sometimes it's like, i am old, shouldn't i put this music away? but yeah, it ain't gonna happen.
i think you are brave for playing songs that you admire so much. that's a lot of pressure to put on yourself. i bet you are your harshest critic and it's possible the show wasn't as bad as you thought it was :)
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