I need to write. Let it out. All the frustration that's been building, all the stress under my skin boiling to the surface. The last few months have been so hard. I want to point the finger at Tim for starting me on this crazy path of self destruction. But I am too rationale to be able to do that. All I know is that my two hospital stints were very ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's so hard to live in the present. I am not who I was and I have no idea who I will become. So yeah it's a waste of time to obesses about things. A certain someone from my pasts makes me feel horrible, just by looking at their picture a surge of resentment comes over me. I not some crazy person but for some reason I want to blame so ( Read more... )

Ohh played Jugheads last night. I feel so awake and drained. I think we're playing their again Friday. I say I think because that bar is crazy when it comes to booking they over book and bands show up randomly. It's really odd. Hopefully I will get more info about the Sponge show! I am excited to open up for a good band and at the old boston's. ( Read more... )

So any of you AZ girls interested in getting fit, making friends, etc. Come join me and the Hell City Roller Girls. Tonight 6:30, I will be at "the church" Central and Bethany (yes they have a skating rink in a huge church) 3 bucks gets you in. We mainly do laps and stuff on Mondays, nothing scary. The rink is on the S side I think it says "Family ( Read more... )

Going to attempt to do our own band photos. We gotta save money for merch. Found a local place that does merch for good prices. http://www.chaosprinting.com/ gonna get some girl shirts. My friend Ernest is making us some pins that we can give out free.

Lalalala. Tonight I want to dance!

I have been a bad bad blogger. If it were my job I would have been fired. But I really think it's time for me and LJ to come back into each others arms. How else would I document my life? I am living it once and I want to try and remember it ( Read more... )

I got a new phone finally and I can blog on it. weeeee. at work will catch up later.

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I have nerves of steel on a good day. I don't fear much. But I am nervous about tomorrow, tt feels like a crux of something to come. If it goes bad I will some how believe I am destined for failure, if it goes well may good fortune shine on. I wish I didn't believe these things good and bad, black or white, I have no grey. I feel like my last CD ( Read more... )