i up dated last with a sense of optimizm that was rather short lived......as of june 3rd daniel the other guy crystal was dating departed the mortal thred and ceased to be with the living....and understandably shes devastated....and doesnt want to associate with any one of the male species for fear of blemishing his memory so i am on the sides ( Read more... )

ok things have been getting better for me crystal told me she was testing me to see how much i truly loved her and now we are talkin of a relationship again but i need to make sure that i will be the only person in her life not just a guy on the back burner again i love her to death but i cant handle that again things are goin good in college made ( Read more... )

well assholes here i sit 2 weeks till break damn ive been here a while and it doesnt even feel like it well im workin on a project my mom gramma brothe and john are coming up tommorrow so im excited well i got to go ttyl

well heres an update i fucked up last night and stabbed my self in the hand it sux ass but ne ways had to get 2 shot (i hate needles so needless to say so far my day sucked...

well here we are....im am sitting in the one of many computer labs in the college updating my jopurnal i have pychology at 6 so im just killing time ..... i miss everybody ...its weird not getting to see or talk to people uve known forever

RETURN TO ME ( Read more... )

I'm taking my time ( Read more... )

ok i have spent the last 12 hours pondering the universe......and i think ive figured something.....im the goddamn ant *looks up into the sky* quit burnin my ass i get the point im little and you can use a finger to make my entire existense explode ......everytime i get my life goin the way its suppossed to be it fucks up and blows up in my fuckin ( Read more... )

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again ( Read more... )

I open my eyes ( Read more... )