its december
its almost christmas bitches 
lol

....... stoked much
jessika's coming home saturday
i have the weekend off sweetness

came home from deftones alil while ago they were great
criss is  the best oh and derek too lol
they surpised me i owe them .... this might count as my present .....

were talking again     he and jasface made up

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my god its been ages lol

happy late thanksgiving to all whom i havent  told it to already 
sorry ive been out of it my  weeks been a lil heckit

i wrote  in all the events  but jayson deleted it ....nice   so  i'll try to fill in the blanks
 hes back in town  till tuesday  
good new is jessicas here  and  she's gonna be here till next sundayish lol she ( Read more... )

 hmm despite  popular beleif  people  who don't  go out and  vote 
are completely stupid ........
i hate  when they  think otherwise

i also hate  boys 
this  is how it starated

autumn grief (12:42:13 AM): what are you researching?
so MellonCollie (12:43:34 AM): some election stuff  and  some  other trival information
autumn grief (12:44:13 AM): the way I ( Read more... )

OK SO IN BETWEEN TALKING TO JENIPHER AND DAVE VIA THE NET
I GOT REALLY BORED (SUE ME)
BUT ITS OK I GOT TAKE OUT
SO
ALL IS WELL
I TOOK SOME MORE DORKY QUIZZES

What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)
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today was retarded but so fun

i spent it with my dad

my dad came to to pick me up today...

he knew i was all sad so he tried his best

and for some strange reason i found my self actually enjoying his company

we looked at cars mostly for him ....yea so did you know the new lexus parks its self..no really it does funny.. dad knew it dealership knew it ( Read more... )

You should make love to hard rock


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i just experinced the best sleep i everr had!

three people cramped in a twin bunk bed.....nice

arkward but  fun 
 i cant explain it     but  i loved it

lol     i got  dave to dance with city club 
 and late nite coney islands was fun as usual..........
hes really cool
 sometmes  but    im  not sure  .............

im sorta retarded   and my voice is ( Read more... )

..
its  probably way to early  to  say 
today might  actually be a good day

what is it with me  and  boys anyways?

damn moon!!!!

i know  i know  im such  a girl 
and
  a complete drama queen
but   with  all the bad  that  happen  can you  really blame  me   for  getting  abit  over  excited 
  when  a  little spec  of  joy  comes  my  way

he was found   i ( Read more... )

OK since i know your gonna read this  anyway
i heard something and i thought of you
and how we had have unfinished matters
and i dont just think talking about them is gonna help

you hurt my ego..........theres nothing eles to say

i just wanna think things through
im just trying  to decide wether
 this is a want
or need
what do you think?
no  more beating ( Read more... )