alone, is that all i am any more? all the times ive helped friends, they dont help me? left alone in this mood were nothing i want to do is right... knowing the things i know i NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE!!! i worked too hard in life to be this down ive helped out too many people to be let down by this many. i still love you... why does it hurt

great now that FUCK face FAGGOT is going to be around you while your drinking ( not like you dont drink around him...)

god why cant he just meat a GOREIE end...

GOD DAMN IT ( Read more... )

ya know? it would be nice if i ever would stop beng backstabed by this person

as i sit here readind i realise how messed up it is, not just based on lies, but lies on top of lies. it wouldnt be the first and it wont be the last. but by the end of this only one wll end up in tears

as i sit here at 530 im trying just to change the pace, the pace at which i dream. i m tired of having dreams were every thing spirals out of control. ever know what it feels like not to trust some one? im sure every one does but this is just getting redicules! how many times is a friend going to be chosen over me? this is getting redicules, realy ( Read more... )

in a cage it waits ( Read more... )

in a cage it waits ( Read more... )

la la la your one step closer to losing it

and this time its forever

how is it an amazing day is so easly ruined?
beach, fun, sand, friends
yet the littlest thing ruins it all
i under stand how
i understand why
i fully understad why i feel like this

this buring desire inside me
a sudden urge to destry
i cant do it,
i gave up bng the destoryer eons ago
the fire has returned
EVERY thing will burn