i made a new "FRIENDS ONLY" journal.
for thos of you who give a rats ass.
nazihalex
comment to be added.
ima still post here from time to time.
but it was time for a change.

chaio

YAY! fae [nickis kitty] is PREGO! and! shes going to ship me one of the kitties, and im going to pretend that i didnt know, that way! when it arives, ill be like, WHATS THIS?! AW ITS A PRESENT FROM NICKI!!! and noooo way my rents can turn down, or make me give away a gift from nicki!! yaaayy! i get a kittie!! hehehehe

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yesterday i went to the dr at 4:30 cause my throught hurt like hell and it was red and had puss spots, he said it was a virial infection, but if im still sick a week or 2 then he wants to do blood work to see if i have mono hahaha!. so i best get better cause blood work shit hurts like hell. he also did a test to see if it was strep, which he didnt ( Read more... )

(  'Our Day' and 'The Crime' )

my friend Josh is in a metal band, and they had one of their 1st concerts at a place here called dreamworld. its a music complex whrer for $8 you can go see some really awesome bands jam out from around 8-12. he did sooo good. he plays drumbs, and he did a solo, and it was bad ass. Black Heart Demise. thats the name of the band. i was glad i was ( Read more... )

( fawhawk )

im tired of always looking in the mirror
to only find ugly staring back
time tired of the feeling that i cannot over come
tired of always being alone
when people are around
tired of crying, and always looking down
im sick of this feeling
that wont seem to go away
stuck in side my body
deseased in my mind
tired of the hate
hate that i give myself ( Read more... )

yes so yesterday was 4/20. me and nicki celebrated it by getting "sugar high" and i hope that all that sugar dosent make me fatter lol. but it was fun. nicki told me to snort it, and me being a dumbass i did it ahaha, it hurt. but it was fun and made nicki laugh so thats what counts!! :)

( this is true )