I get it.
fear
the one thing holding me back
the answer is so much simpler that the one I have been searching for.

so...

from being unhappy
to being awake
so for the first time in a long time,
I can see that everything moves in perfect unicin... if I only allow myself to move with it.

I just want to go on an adventure

right now.

A sense of loneliness, and yet the house is full, a sense of forgotten, a sense of insecurity. Didn’t you know? Today was really good. I will sleep before the bad comes.
In Buddhism, most feelings are a delusion, be in control, control
What you feel, what should you feel? Emptiness - in its fullest.
He leaves but he’ll be back again.

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I watched star wars instead of studying.
I'm in love.
I'm stranded.
I want to create.
death to home work.
Death to .... negative visions!
viva la nail chewing and all other pointless habitual habits habituating our habitated habitats.
I mean...
viva tomorrow

Could I be an instant winner? I thought - yes that 2008 Toyota highlander hybrid SUV will be mine - I will win - infact - i have already won and i dont even know it - thats how much I know! If i believe in it enough it is true - by the theory of the law of attraction that SUV is mine.... but then theres that fine line of short lived grandure and ( Read more... )

WHY CAN"T I FIT MORE ONTO MY STUPID SCHEDUAL - class registrations - the most ideal time of the year when i can picture myself with more than what is humanly possibly to achieve = sigh

I Got punked by a 50 year hold lady on canada day - she offered 2 buy us some drinks but her and her party booked it out of flannigan's when i twas time to pay for the bill.

a new low? O I think so!

i'm in toronto i'm in toronto~!
Took some pictures
ate some street meet...
ughm....
its good... o
saw some comedy that was pretty impressive... jarret is a funny sonofabitch - lifes good
what else...
going to hamilton tomorrow -yea!

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