It is Cody's brirthday tonight -yea! but somwhere deep in the whispering hallways of my mind I continue to hear the rhythmic chanting to the offset beat of tum tum tum ( Read more... )

I am dying ( Read more... )

Do we learn through suffering? I suppose... This idea had me worried for a minuet but the I thought of Buddah... He tried to learn about the world of suffering... starved himself, wouldn't have sex.... gave up his prince position! And in the end he learned that suffering will teach you somethings but it cannot lead to enlightenment. Wahoo ( Read more... )

Its strange that as humans we cannot possibly understand what forever means and yet we cannot cope with the idea that 'forever' is something that we cannot have ( Read more... )

oh could it be slightly pathetic that i have this neccesarry itch to write on this blog as much as i did o so long ago?
nah.-
School makes me crazy and this site is good for razzy blabber... i wrote a nasty nte to my art history teacher and he sent one back - it made me feel pretty guilting - darn me and my "presumptuous tone" I'm DOOMED!


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I was once a person who might have claimed to be able to write poetry. Now I claim the ability to paint. Sure... _ well I can... but anyways. Ever since i have been in fine arts everything I look at has more than just a quality of purpose, but it's own shape, form, and personality. Can you image me sitting around strumming my guitar = naked - ( Read more... )

I just realized that every time i have to write the word banana I have to think of the whole Gwuen Stephani song... this shit is bananas...

now... meditation and sleep... I have skit I have to do tomorrow I play the unfortuneate Desdamona of Othello... I signed up for english... i got bad scripts and lousy acting... WHY CANT I ACT!

ha ha! So For WAG... Wearable Art Gala, I won best performance!(*&!@*&!^^!^!!!... i'm just going to get that out now! It was beautiful! myself and my most loved, painted ourselves gold, he in a loin cloth, myself in this tribal, bondage dress, fancifully topped of with a antler crown and a blindfold! Then i danced like a crazy lady and sang ( Read more... )

Life is sweet and bitter, i seem to be very bipolar when it comes to these two flavors... how very typical of my female sex. Damn I wish i had my own car, i'm sick of being taxied around by morons :P