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Writer's Block: Sweet and solo
Yepp. and it seems like everyone wants my attention, like it doesn't really matter whether I want to hangout or not, and if I want a day just to myself. its because I'm so busy that i can never hangout with them that on my free days I must absolutely hangout with them, or that I must not like them. but for sure can not be that i just want to lay ( Read more... ) -
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December 26, 2009 ( Read more... ) -
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well now it's over offically atleast. hopefully no one thinks we are still goign out, still the feelings won't go away. doubt they ever will. but, maybe. I'm content, to an extent. I hope he finds someone thats better then me though i am po-ed that he called me "crazy and.." well i don't remember tht other. though it was directed at me he said that ( Read more... ) -
CRAP
i broke up with jon tonight. it was for the better ( Read more... ) -
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So i went to alyssas party, and it's so hard to watch him all over mychelle, i mean i guess its better then josie... but still, it's hard...i'm so freakin sensitive
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why do I do this?
Why do I do what I do? Is it fun for me to torture me? Does it make me laugh deep inside. I wait to long, I play a ‘game’, I get exactly what I want, and I let it go. I give it back, and I know that it upsets me. Why do I enjoy this so much. Obviously I enjoy it, or I wouldn’t do it to myself, right ( Read more... ) -
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"so jon totally go me upset. gene's making me feel better. like i abosolutely love hanging out with jon it's just he gets mad at me EVERYDAY like for real. we talk every night, he's mad. I hangout i get out of the car, he's mad and yells at me as i'm getting out. he say "I'm glad i'm getting over you" but i'm still dead crazy about him. and it ( Read more... ) -
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I’ll prolly just C&P this cause I don’t have internet and don’t really feel like writing. Althrough I know just ANY can read this.I hung out with Jon today. It was a lot of fun, like we just watched tv and talked. He said that tonight was the most he’s ever seen me be outgoing. I want him to be crazy about me, cause I still want a chance, if I ( Read more... )