Somehow I stumbled on this. I am not sure how. I would say to add me, but I am assuming you won't. Memory erased at the touch of a button? I suppose you would mean me, since this journal used to be about... me.. to a large extent. This is strange. I feel compelled to leave a comment.
Listen... I am really sorry about the way everything ended up in the end. Honestly, no hard feelings. This is my most sincere apology and I really do hope that you are happy with how your life is now.
I know you took me off of your friends and such, and it kind of sucks that I will never again be able to read about what you are up to. Porbably nothing I say can really change your mind of how you think of me... so I suppose I am wasting my breath. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know you are not forgotten and I just wish you the best.
P.S. Don't get me wrong, I have no ulterior motive in this. Any of that is gone. I'm not trying to draw you back into...anything. I just wish I still knew you. I would like to think that some day, even if it is five years from now, we could meet up at a coney island and just talk about life or something. Eh, prolly not, eh? It is strange.. when I am in Flint... because I know you are never physically far away, but yet you are so far away.
You have been a hugepart of my life and seeing you disappear sucks, kid. Iguess I should stop talking now.
Everything you say seems to just contradict something else that you've said, so I've stopped listening. You said you took my number off your phone yet I got stupid random phone calls the other night, and while I had half a mind to call back and be a complete dick about it, I decided I'd much rather just ignore it and go on about my life. That's something I've spent 8 months trying to do. Now you've finally pushed me to the point of not caring and suddenly you changed your mind about everything, but I've told you already I'm not buying it. I don't even get how you still manage to find about shit like this when it was my exact intention for you not to find out.
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:) i really like you.
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Listen... I am really sorry about the way everything ended up in the end. Honestly, no hard feelings. This is my most sincere apology and I really do hope that you are happy with how your life is now.
I know you took me off of your friends and such, and it kind of sucks that I will never again be able to read about what you are up to. Porbably nothing I say can really change your mind of how you think of me... so I suppose I am wasting my breath. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know you are not forgotten and I just wish you the best.
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You have been a hugepart of my life and seeing you disappear sucks, kid. Iguess I should stop talking now.
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