Lately i've been listening to a LOT of Noland Neil.. he is actually kind of my healing process to the break up with Sharee. I know that the more I listen to it the better I feel. I still don't feel right without her though. I still get so hurt and upset when I find out stuff, hear stuff and especially see stuff I dont want to. It makes me want to ( Read more... )

lately its been really hectic and busy. Sharee and I aren't together anymore.. thats the biggest thing on my mind and in my life. I went to Arkansas to visit her.. things were just fine.. when we came back thats when everything began to change.. sometimes I wish we had never left.. or I had never gone up there.. we've been broken up for almost 3 ( Read more... )

This is what I am going to do instead of sending you a tape. Halloween weekend my band is having a show with my two old bands (Selardore and Nagasaki Nightmare) and we're going to get our first show (and pretty much our last for a year or so) video recorded. I think that i'll send you a copy of that instead. It'll be around November when I get it ( Read more... )

Damn, its been forever and a day since I've updated here. I've been busy oddly enough. Usually I'm on my ass at home waiting for 12:30 to come so I can hang out with Cory and go to Game Zone. I think that I might be getting hired at Toy's R US. hehehe that will be fun. I'll get discounts on toys. I love toys ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty damn interesting lately. Everyone in Sharee and I's family have been finding out about us dating (her dad, step dad, step mom, my aunt, Kali etc.). It's okay with them and all but it gives us a bit of restrictions, like staying the night with each other at each others houses. It's okay cause we'll just stay the night together ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Last Friday we did get fucked up. There were waaaay too many people there for my taste. It was great cause I had a bottle of Malibu Coconut rum and Goldschlogger (I know I prolly just spelt that really wrong) all to myself. I shared with Dale and John some but I took out the Goldschlogger. I got sick though cause I smoked weed for the first ( Read more... )

This is a freakin long sex survey.... well, I'm bored so yeah ( Read more... )

Hahaha today has been fun. I didn't go to bed until 8 this morning. Kati called me at like 8:30 waking my happy ass up. She's in the hospital. Poo... She wants me to come visit her but yeah.. I dunno.. I gotta call her back soon to check up on her ( Read more... )

~*~ Name? Siobhan ( Read more... )

Thursday Sharee broke up with me. No, not for anyone else or because we got into an argument but because of all the changes that have occurred so quickly in her life, and she said because we jumped into the relationship too quickly, well she did. I don't understand that part too well but it's okay. I will later on I supose. It's kinda hard to ( Read more... )