ah. I still feel like shit, which is becoming usual now. I just wish my neck weren't so stiff. I guess if I'm not better by friday I should make dad take me to the emergency room. They don't seem very worried about it, though. So I dunno. I think after 4 days this thing should be gone..but like, I can't ask him to take me on thanksgiving day. I'm ( Read more... )

OK. Well, this morning I woke up feeling worse. Fever, headache, mega-sore throat, my neck is stiff as hell(hurts when I move it). SO, I ask dad to call Dr. Sharma and make an appointment for today. GUESS WHAT? He's IN INDIA! Visiting his family for the holidays. WHY couldn't we have a doctor from MEMPHIS!? He gets back the 29th. That's next monday ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't go to school today. I feel like SHIT. I can't swallow ANYTHING without it hurting and I can't swallow solid foods at all, I just start choking. My head is not helping much either. Oh well. I'm going to go take some quizzes in the hope that it'll make me feel better. I dunno if I'm going tomorrow. I should..but I hate going to school ( Read more... )

Well, chris thinks I still want to be with him, I think. And I don't. I DON'T. It surprised me today when I realized if he came crawling back on hands and knees, I'd be like...no..sorry but no. I want to be his FRIEND. And I want him to realize that, just cuz I say I love him...doesn't mean that ahh, you guys know what I mean. I guess I'll just ( Read more... )

Well, I'm doing some extra credit for science and geometry, so hopefully I'll pass science and get my grade higher in geometry. I'm spending the night at craig's tomorrow, YAY! Saturday hopefully I'm going to a movie. Ya know, I was thinking today, when chris told me some guy wanted to jack off with him, how I'd feel when he got another boyfriend ( Read more... )

I have a 98 in English. I have a 93 in Art. I have a 91 in Geography. I have a 53 in fucking Science. UGH, oh, and he informed me if I aced both tests, did extra credit, AND ALL my homework, I could scrape a High C. I hate that man, I hate that class, and earlier I was so goddamn angry. But I'm OK now. I'm fine. I just want to do something FUN, but ( Read more... )

I have a 98 in English. I have a 93 in Art. I have a 91 in Geography. I have a 53 in fucking Science. UGH, oh, and he informed me if I aced both tests, did extra credit, AND ALL my homework, I could scrape a High C. I hate that man, I hate that class, and earlier I was so goddamn angry. But I'm OK now. I'm fine. I just want to do something FUN, but ( Read more... )

*sighs*...
A friend of mine is going through some stuff, I'm not going to put details cuz I don't think he'd appreciate that. I said stuff that was probably the wrong stuff to say...but the problem is I don't know what TO say. I just want him to know that I care about him. He is cared about.

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why do I care if people want to talk to me or not?

Fuck everyone