Well, I'm back. While I was gone my mom gave me a manicure and a pedicure, I sewed a LOT, I mean, I SEWED A LOT. Later today we're gonna make a pie. Planned on staying off till Sunday, but woke up, ate breakfast, watched a movie, and thought why the hell not? 3 days away..proves I can do it so *shrugs* no one missed me though = ( No one's on at ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. Tired of this. Updating, posting...ect. Chris is never on anymore, either that or he's invisible to me. My conversations with Dan and Alex are strained...I NEVER talk to Myles and hardly ever Sarah. I don't want to LOSE these people. They are my friends. When something happens to me, or to them...we're there to talk to. But now..dunno ( Read more... )

Well, today after school me, lizzie, Zabrina, and Tyleeta all walked up to the Candyman and got some food. It's good having neighbors again. Theirs 7 kids, and a black man and white woman. The kids are: Anastasia, Zabrina, Kayla, Tyleeta, Jeremy, Sylvester..and...shit..there's one more girl. I can't remember. Dammit. OH well...not like you guys ( Read more... )

Well, today after school me, lizzie, Zabrina, and Tyleeta all walked up to the Candyman and got some food. It's good having neighbors again. Theirs 7 kids, and a black man and white woman. The kids are: Anastasia, Zabrina, Kayla, Tyleeta, Jeremy, Sylvester..and...shit..there's one more girl. I can't remember. Dammit. OH well...not like you guys ( Read more... )

ahh ok. My only entry of today, and damn today was...a day, lemme tell ya. I was SO mad a little while ago, but after telling craig and then yelling it out at dad I feel better. Anyway, my science teacher..I can't stand him. Today, we were supposed to write 4 of our answers from homework down again and then turn it in. I let him cheat off me. Most ( Read more... )

OK, my ONLY post I'm gonna do today, I SWEAR> cuz like my rule which is in that post right down dere. *points down* *giggles* Anyway, school was ok. I have a bit of a headache..dad forgot to come up to the school AGAIN, Ima have to make SURE he does it tomorrow. I wrote a report in MS studies that was quite interesting if I do say so myself. ( Read more... )

ok, i know, I know, my new rule in that post right below this one..but just now I tried to sleep and I couldn't say I laid there and I cried and...prayed..not to god, necassarily. Just to..something. Or nothing. Whatever. Anyway..if here's what I said ( Read more... )

I'm cold. And I wish when I told people I loved them, they'd tell me back.I miss that feeling of being loved. Oh well, I suppose it's my own fault. It IS ( Read more... )

I know..it's been like ten minutes since I updated last time..oh well

I just feel like no one cares anymore. I wish I had someone. ya know? I know you guys feel it too. I want someone to hold me and hug me and love me..and I want to do the same for them. I feel like I'll never really find that.

*sighs* I"m going to have to get my sewing box out tonight, there's holes in my pajamas, one in my panties, and this annoying hole in the toe of one of my socks that I have to fix. I think I just made chris angry at me. *sighs* I don't know. It's hard thinking your everything to someone..that special feeling that you make someone happier...and then ( Read more... )