so i'm a senior now.. and i'm already freaking the hell out.. my guidance counselor had a baby during summer and she's not going to be back until the end of november.. and my applications have to be in november 1 cause i'm registering for early decision... so i'm basically spazzing out and so much is going on in my life for the first time that i ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorrow. :]

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its going whack. it sucks. whatever.

sdfjl;aj freaking. dfl;kasjf i haven't heard from my boyfriend all weekend. the last time he called me was tuesday. skldjfas. i wanted him to go to the movies with me friday, but he couldnt find a ride. and now i found out, instead he went to fuckign SMILES with his friends. he said he'd call me friday night. GUESS WHAT HE NEVER DID. jdas;lfkjs; ( Read more... )

i miss my boyfriend. i miss him so much it actually hurts. i haven't seen him outside of school for at least 2 weeks. nor will i see him this weekend. his life is now just consumed by the fire station. he's a volunteer firefighter. i miss that boy. todays our 1 year and 2 months anniversary. neither of us said happy anniversary, just a myspace ( Read more... )

>:O I HATE CAPT. its really dumb. still have two more days of it. =[ i really can't wait until tennis season starts =] i miss my kevin.. =[ i haven't seen him outside of school for more than 2 weeks. it really sucks. and its going to go on and on and soon before i'll even know it, i probably haven't seen him for 4 weeks. then on and on and on. ( Read more... )

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CAPT IS GAY & SO IS EVERYTHING ELSE. i never get to see kevin anymore. unless its for the fucking 10 minutes during school. kevin never has time for me anymore, its always the fire station fire station fire station, blah blah blah. sdlkfdskal;kj;alk.