April was the last time i posted in this thing. Last april i was desperately in love with a boy that was desperately in love with me about 6 months before that. Once he realized i was just as in love with him as he wanted me to be, his fantasy was fulfilled and I was rendered useless and at the mercy of when he was going to dump me. about a month ( Read more... )

...well if thats not a fuckin kick in the pants then i dont know what is.....pretty sure i'm tired of getting shafted....

thank you...thank you so much....

so i won at poker night. granted everyone except me was either drunk, stoned, or a little bit of both, i still won. thats what they get for makin me a cashier, i steal yo money :) work from 1:30-10:30 today but its okay cuz i won last night so i'll make sure they remember alllll day...

so heres the good stuff first i suppose. Tonight is poker night at ( Read more... )

how many different ways can you say the same thing? how many times do i have to hear it before you know that i get it? how many times do you have to say it like i didnt hear you the first 50 times. just because you say it doesnt mean i have to like it. just because you say it doesn't mean i have to agree with it. just because you say it doesnt ( Read more... )

well im gonna go off the assumption that no one reads these things anymore. cuz i feel like talkin. So schools been in for about a month, ive been working at borders goin on 3 weeks, things at the law firm are slow, so im finally gettin into my regular schedule and i just can't believe how much my feet hurt these days. All i wanna do is sit down ( Read more... )

so heres whats been goin down. the last couple months have royally sucked balls but for whatever reason this last week has made things turn around a bit. ive been hanging out with some old friends that graduated before me, going out, going to movies. its fun. especially when the alternative is sitting at home. I got hired at Borders, and im also ( Read more... )

i fell in love with an idea too...AMBER...i love you thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much! ...i feel like no one except riane quite gets me either...people expect you to be the strong one since he sucks, but you just can't because it hurts so ( Read more... )

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you