im still dead. wake walking the sleep world. the white rabbit has shown its true self. the good shepard is not the lamb of god. a self evolved uber-ewu. it is the wolf that gaurds most dilligently. for only he knows from crule experiance that the grandma always gets her girl.

show me dont sit in judgment. along time of sitting here alone has passed. you dont know me. i have a job and a truck. a house and i go to new covenat baptist with my land lord. now what? how come you never talk about this to my fase but make sure every one else knows your side. how about when i offered to co sighn for you a new car and help you ( Read more... )

i shouldnt use this plase to vent. terra is right. im a bastard and i wish i had it all to do over. but you do break my heart the way you hold my daughter over my head. cayci is not my girl freind i cant stand that bitch. i just used her to pay my rent and sent her down the rode. i wish i could talk to you with out going to jail. id have plenty of ( Read more... )

i miss my little grrl so much. terra wont let me see her. i've did every thing she asks of me ive went to jail twice now because she wont answer my moms calls so i can see her. i am driven to dispare that i have to watch my daughter grow up on live journal. terra left me. i did lie to her but no one is perfect. shes got all she wanted from me, baby ( Read more... )

iam john debotchco, over the last two years i have died a thousand deaths ( Read more... )

im sorry for my weakness.
redevotion is better than none at all
god bless. jd

tomorrow is teelas 1st birthday party and im invited ( Read more... )

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thank god for all things, including his son, satan, kids, dogs, cats, homeless people, christians, slaves, thelema, souls, and masters of reality like me. fuck everone else ( Read more... )