so im almost never on here anymore! i have no no time!! Im back at home its a long sotry. I worked for 15 hours yesterday (mothers day) it sucked! im so tired! but i made bank!! it was the only thing that kept me going! also good times with good friends, i love my buddies at work they're the only people i see so i'd better love them! I miss all my ( Read more... )

So i've offically moved out today. My bed and most my clothes are moved into the Condo that me and Lyndsie Bennett share. Its 2 bedroom 2 bathroom condo. i wont have internet for awhile but i will write again soon.
-Becca-

i got my newest first kiss tonight! It was everything a frist kiss should be, soft, tender, meaninful, enticing! Oh god he's amazing! i want to kiss him all the time!! I wish he wanted to kiss me all the time too! i could kiss him for hours! he's perfict! i'm very happy right now even though i no nothing will ever come of it....for all of you who ( Read more... )

I cant believe it really happened. Julie is really gone. I dont want to believe it. I have to keep looking at the news paper with her name on the victims list to see that its real. I never thought that a freak accident would actually kill someone so involved in my past. I want Lyndsie to be ok. I think she will but i worrie. She's being so strong! ( Read more... )

Hey there kiddies i havent written in a long time... mainly because i seem to have no time for anything anymore! Its all work and school for me these days! But hey i've finally decided what im going to major in! yay! im going to go into archaeology. it will be fun yes yes it will! Also im going to take this as a sign that theres a junior college ( Read more... )

I dont want to sound like the tired old saying i used for my title but it fit. Its christmass eve and everyone who is reading this is probly home and happy with their families. But theres one friend of mine who is put out of her home. A friend of mine from work tonight can in disstraught because her parents kicked her out of the house tonight! I ( Read more... )

So today we went for a drive to this place called Paradise and it was beautiful. It kinda looked like Big Bear and well it made me sad. It mad me think of Bradley ::tear:: but it was soo pretty. I need to find me a new boy to dwell on. Lets see the only boy i really like right now would have to be Mikie... thats all i'm saying. God he's cute but ( Read more... )

So im in chico and its good fun! Stevies house is really pretty! they have this one wall in there living room with this really cool wallpaper and i really really like it! The Trixy Bean wont leave me alone. Stevie and i went into towntoday and i bought things.... yay! We're going bike riding tomarrow un the park, which is the second biggest in the ( Read more... )

So i've been hanging out with this really awesome girl from work. Shes 18 and adorable! We went Bar hopping the other night in hollywood after going to the KISS F.M. christmass party. Then we went back to her house and just hung out. Her parents are outta town so it was good fun just lying around. But anyways last night we went to hang out with her ( Read more... )

November 2004

Tears cloud my day to day routine.

Everything i hold dear, ripped from my grasp.

I die every day i wake up and see its still the same.

My soul is that familiar shade of blue.

The cloud cast over my exsistance is growing to its full size.

I fear there is more heartbreak to come.

.... Everyone wonders why i have this wall....

-Lepeka-