So about 2 weeks ago my fav. Cat dies, then Nat excludes me, and Bradley gets a girlfriend or something that makes him not love me anymore. And now just as i'm being able to come to grips w/ all of that my parents tells me they're selling my cabin in big bear. That was the last thing i ever wanted to happen. I have so many memories up there! And ( Read more... )

I have offically hit rock bottom ( Read more... )

Ok kids heres the weekend update/synopsis with corrospondent Becca ***lin. (if you no my last name you can fill in the blanks...if not then you can still fill in the blanks it will be fun for everyone ( Read more... )

.....I've realized we are nothing until we set certian standards for ourselves to live by. until we build a set of morals for ourselves. I've begun to rebuild my own morals and thus i feel i am growing (spirtually) more rapidly then i have in a long, long time. There are few moments in your life you feel completely at peace. Intune with the world. ( Read more... )

Raining Hope ( Read more... )

Cause im too lazy to type this again you get to read my conversation with Jodie.... dont worrie its nothing you dont wanna see! OMG i almost had a heart attack! lol ( Read more... )

                             Games

Make me a list.

An epic tale of your faults.

I'll use them to openly judge you.

Cut you down to size.

See you for who you really are.

To some I'm their Guardian Angel. To others their helpless pawn.

Where do you stand with those you care for?

Is your worth to them, what theirs is to ( Read more... )

The tale of the loveless ( Read more... )

Me: like omg fancy meeting you here!
Little Rag Dolly: haha Im about to crash actually
Me: no no!
Me: OMG i realize why i love Dayn
Me: we get in the stupidiest un-nessary arguments and i feel so much better afterwards
Me: yay me!
Little Rag Dolly: lol
Me: we got in an argument about how i should come over cause i was just being selfish and how i new i ( Read more... )