im sitting here at work and mom called in to see if i wanted to go to cburg with jimmy and i told her yea and then she said ive got some bad news though. and i said what and she said nan called.....rex is dead. my cousin rex had a heartattack (they think). it seems strange to me to call him my cousin when hes my dads age but he is my cousin. that ( Read more... )

Its my birthday and ill cry if i want to! i was looking at my journal and saw that a year ago today i said that i was having the worst birthday ever. this year it was a lot worse but i was ultimately prepared for it. my friends seem to try and ruin every fucking little thing for me but its all ok now cuz its my party and ill cry if i want to

*ring ring*(caller id says shippensburg university ( Read more... )

He takes innocent soldiers' lives for imminent domain ( Read more... )

So yea i know i never update but shut up about it ok lol. jp. but anyways...last night i went into the fair with kass and she ended up walking around with erin and emile and ben and brittany and i was looking for chris so me and kass pretty much split up all night and i walked with chris. we had made up earlier on the phone for him robbing a place ( Read more... )

i am about to start a huge self test. the can i keep a boyfriend that i like for longer than 5 days. chris pretty much asked me out again and now i hope that i can get myself to give it a chance even though i despise relationships. ive liked chris forever and were practically made for each other and i just cant deal with the boyfriend/girlfriend ( Read more... )

i dont remember if i told anyone or not but i had been having a lot of trouble connecting with music lately and it was becoming unbearable for me because music has always been a crutch for me. but then an angel from toronto sang straight through me. lukas rossi! a contestant on rockstar supernova... hes not the best singer on the competition i dont ( Read more... )

i have all this time in here at work everyday that im thinking about writing a book. i started a book last year and i only let heather read the first page. i have a crazy awesome idea for the book but i dont wanna write it and then have it be horrible. im not sure if i can do it and itll break my heart if i cant do it right. i will write a book ( Read more... )

so yea alot has happened since the last time that i updated but i really dont feel like typing all of it. i just wanted to put on the record in case i decide to look back at this that my sister is getting married tomorrow. im not gonna put down how i feel about that because im really not sure myself. all i know is that gas is too expensive, my hair ( Read more... )

I thought of it again last night ( Read more... )