So yea. I've actually been kind of depressed lately...Although I have no reason to be. I've spent the last few days with my boyfriend. Friday I didnt get to see him. Then Today, Saturday, was his grad party and of course...his parents hate me so I didnt really go. I showed up prolly around 9:15...but Didnt even go back because I felt so outa place ( Read more... )

So lets see. Summer is progressing...slowly. I dunno. Friday I went to the beach with Sallie. Got nice n crispy. Saturday i worked. Sunday i chilled. Today Pattie came over. It was fun. We drove around for a bit, then ended up going to Chuck E. Cheese because we had coupons. :-D Saweet. lol. We bought sunglasses. Yes!!!!!!! ELTON JOHN STYLE! lol. ( Read more... )

so lets see. lifes been shit. sorta. i dunno. things are okay but everything is so stressful. i hate how i have to be someone im not. oh well, i dont feel like bitching tonight. I went tanning Thursday, and i was driving there and just started crying. No reason at all. I hate it. I dont think theres a day thats gone by the past week that ive not ( Read more... )

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These last 2 weeks..oh man. I swear. They've been the most fun/confusing weeks ever. Ha. I know what I want now..but shits so messed up right now. Someone told sumone else that I did something, and it wasnt true. Im not in a good mood tonight. It really pissed me off. Im going to bed, screw this.

NOt much going on lately. BRoke up with the bf like 3 weeks ago. Happy about it. Been seeing other guys. The usual. LIke being single. SPring break is actually okay. Ive not been home cept to eat and sleep over the last week. My moms getting annoyed. She pisses me off. She tries taking my car away telling me i cant go any where. I just leave ( Read more... )

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you ( Read more... )

i'm so sick n tired of acting like
im fine because truthfully, im not
i cant even talk to u without
being so incredibly sad. u were
the one person who was always
supposed to be there for me
my best friend ; my everything.
and u ruined it all in that moment.
and i acted like it didnt hurt.
and for a while, i didnt think it did.
but the tears are here ( Read more... )

Today my be my last,
Everything will be in the past.
I’d slit my wrist until they bled,
Stupid suicidal thoughts stuck in my head.
The blood will flow,
And the puddles will grow.

I’d write a note,
And slit my throat.
Those would be the last words,
That I’d ever wrote.
Now the bloods falling fast,
And I know the pain wont last.

I don’t want you to ( Read more... )