just letting anyone who's kept me on their friends list know that i have a new journal. it is:

thespellingbook

-melissa

"Melissa Morgan is deeply sensual. Her senses of touch, smell and sight are highly refined. And as for her taste? It's impeccable. Melissa is extremely discriminating - when she sees the best, she won't ever settle for anything less. She would rather 'go without' than go for a poor substitute. But then that's Melissa all over. It really isn't fair ( Read more... )

bored. i need to do something with my stupid time.

( who really reads these? )

i'm really tired. and i have class right now ( Read more... )

a song about a dream i had.

dream.mp3i dreamed you were packing ( Read more... )

okay so i'm back where i was. sort of ( Read more... )

tired ... hungry ... hm.

hope phil likes his present. if it ever bloody gets here. god and it was the best present ever.

*sigh* i'll be so upset.

this part is so great.

"Rafe was late to meet me at the airport. When he finally showed up, he found me sobbing in the Continental terminal and started explaining about how his alarm clock ( Read more... )

okay okay okay i succumb! i love you lj ... i'm not worthy ( Read more... )

i can't effing do without my journal!!..i don't want it deleted..i just want it sitting lifelessly around ....

so i'll keep my account. so i can read and comment on everyone elses...and maybe occasionally write a little something, but only when i'm in a regular mood. no more violent outburts.

i'm making this my last entry, and deleting this thing. having a journal doesn't help me learn to control myself .. it just helps me learn to vent and rant and say things i don't mean, and that hurts people and injures relationships and causes tension. i considered making this friends only, but then i still would be ranting and venting and saying ( Read more... )