fucking spectacular

thats all,
everything is spectacular

setting things right

you probably shouldnt put much stock into what happened, friend.

saw the one am radio play last night at carabar. thank god he played mostly newer songs, i have so much attached to the older ones and i don't know how much i could have handled it. still he did play flicker and he did play cast/away which i suppose are the most relevant to how i've been feeling and how i did feel ( Read more... )

i keep having the same stupid dreams and when i wake up i have to deal with their dissolution

i need to stop thinking so much sometimes while i was driving i almost had to pull over because i made myself feel so fucking sick about things goddammit i can figure this out i know it just takes time but the waiting is killing me

human nature by michael jackson is the shit

things are mostly looking up but fuck man sometimes memories just tear at me

winter quarter complete

things will change things will change things will change

In the cool morning the sun's rays rush to my eastward facing window where they do not reflect but pass through undisturbed. Time's hands embrace reality then and an alarm clock sings the song of my return to this world.