winters coming and i dont have my black hat ( Read more... )

ive been thinking a lot lately and that never does me any good, how can you feel so alone with so many people around you? ive been so busy for the last month non-stop i mean ive barely had time to think, i think i did it on purpose so i wouldnt have to, but things are starting to slow in my head and im starting to put things in perspective, i feel ( Read more... )

you kill me you really do, i cant take it anymore i cant take the sound of your voice or your memory ,our memory or you inconsistancies i wish i could go to you but its not that simple it never has been i remember those many years ago when things seemed so perfect when your eyes were perfect and all you saw was me it kills me to know thats changed ( Read more... )

not one person out there in the whole entire world knows me so how can people judge me? people go by what they think but never bother to stop and ask the reasoning behind it or if in all actuallity if it was anything that it seemed everyone would rather make themselves feel better by bringing someone else down so that they dont have to face the ( Read more... )

as ive said before it is thought that some people are meant to stay in your life for a short time and others forever whom all serve a purpose in changing your life well guess what your time is up and thats the end of it

ps. no i would never marry him now he fucked that up a while ago you can thank him 4 me

so im starting to feel better about things i dont know why but im happier i got alot of things out of my system that i felt i needed to do for some reason and now im ok.....i am content you can say maybe even happy but not a happy as i know i can be and that makes me unhappy thinking about it...an never ending cycle which i call my life ...i am ( Read more... )

although i dont care my heart still hurts...i still want you i dont know why. your were the 1st to not tell me you were different and i thought for some reason you were but your not....i thought i meant something more to you but im still confused about that you send me so many mixed messages...but in the end i found out for myself and the results ( Read more... )

your threats dont phase, ive built up an immunity to where my heart cant hear them ( Read more... )

artistic remedies and uncompleted thoughts ( Read more... )

im in love with an apparition, a figment of my mind
immodest coercion makes me slip on my thoughts
bones shatter as i brace myself with dreams
twinkling stars fill my head and i cant find you anymore
your gone you left a long time ago but i thought i heard your voice
im in love with a corpse, a sight i cant bare to see