i found my tattoo, my white oleander. i found out more info on it that makes me love it even more. its beautiful, i cant wait but for some reason i feel like ingesting one right now, well i know the reason as to why but id rather not say to spare the shame and self affliction.

since when does being happy allow u 2 feel empty? and is it possible for someone to love you half heartedly? why can we have everything we could ever need or want and still feel incomplete? im really disgusted at how fake people are, and myself included sometimes. people can sit there and be so nice to your face but as soon as you leave the room ( Read more... )

so its was a great end to a lovely night i just spilled coke on my new beautiful WHITE skirt *ugh* story of my life , so today was eventful especially the start,i liked it a lot =) i miss you right now!!! CALL ME NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!!! so i finally filled out my applications i got the other day, all i have to do is turn them in n get the job, well ( Read more... )

one more time ( Read more... )

How is your heart little darling ( Read more... )

so i think i met someone, well i duno really i dont know him yet but from what i do he seems my type, everyone says he looks like jesse james i guess im not sure exactly who they are talking about but hes cute and has the most gorgeous blue eyes to die for they look like those contacts but they are all natural and his haha. hes really shy too but ( Read more... )

u think this is a game but it isnt
my heart isnt a game my life isnt a game
you may think im joking but things are gonna change
im gonna change

i lay my burden down, never to pick it up again ( Read more... )

close your eyes, maybe for one moment youll really see me ( Read more... )

have you ever been so sure of something then in one instant from one minute catalyst you question it completely? have you ever let someone build you up to make you think you want something desperately just to let you fall....hard?....have you ever had someone make u smile more genuinely than ever in your existence....have you ever let yourself go ( Read more... )