i have not updated this for a long time ( Read more... )

So I heard a song the other day and thought that I wanted to find the lyrics and write them down in my Xanga. But now I can't remember the song for the life of me so I went to a Beatles site to find lyrics... and stumbled on some things... like there are a bunch of sappy songs they have (that I didn't notice before) and I just wanted to yell BULL ( Read more... )

Another day down the drain.. I worked today til 5pm with David, it was annoying. Not working with him, but just dealing with the general folk that come into Blockbuster. They need lives, I mean real ones. And now I get to work tomorrow since they wanted to add another person. And hey, with my 1 day a week why should I turn down free hours? ( Read more... )

Okay, long time since I've updated. And since I have a chance... here I go :) Oh, forgive any mechanical errors (like, I know, right? - sorry inside joke) but this keyboard sucks so I'll try... and I'm weird like that ( Read more... )

Yay. Well Mike and Anthony and Jessie and Stewart and Lacy (Mike's sis) went night fishing. I was invited of course but I said no thanks :) I went to David's instead to get on the internet (like the dork that I am) and washed about 5 loads of clothes so far and they are almost finished. Kendra finally called me and we went over to Sams. It was ( Read more... )

Alright. I went out again, and I wrote everything down on a piece of paper which I will now attempt to copy ( Read more... )

Kitty says meow, meow says Kitty ( Read more... )

This song about sums up my mood today ( Read more... )

impatient
obsessing
continuously
frustration
sadness
anger
signs
thinking
pondering
feeling
emptiness
alone
darkness
boredom
rejection
abused
neglected
jumbled
thoughts
wondering
emotional
attached
hurt
broken-heart
frustration
feeling

torn
choices await
confusion envelopes
blame myself
no respect
for myself
or you
disillusion
regret
no apologies
doubt
pain
anguish
no explanation
stupidity
lonliness
yearning
hold me down
don't stop
too late
no returning
frustration
hopelessness
help me
i'm lost
i'm torn