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day off ... i laid in bed allllll day .. it was wonderful. if somehow this post is read by anyone ... i just started a blog that i will be writing on as much or maybe more than on LJ ... the url is http://decide2live.blogspot.com/ pls visit and comment there. hell click on the google ad. it gives me money :) haha ... well just trying to broaden my ( Read more... ) -
missed work....ranting
slept in by 10 min and missed freaking work. well plenty of time to write lets get this started.
friends out there ... where are you. i've found that you all have been lost. i have not seen you in years. wait what am i saying you all were at my place not even 3 weeks ago. no wait i know what i was saying your not there., you come over, you talk to ( Read more... ) -
SLACKER
so i have been slacking i guess on this journal thing ... i might have to just get rid of my actual physical journal because after i'm done writing in it for about an hour after work my thoughts are already spewed out onto a page and none are left the keys of my laptop ... i am making my oath to myself to step it up ... more writing for me ( Read more... ) -
relief? i think not
awww normally friday brings the relaxing weekend... not for us .... 10 more hours tomorrow... -
goodnight
good night to you world... how i miss the days of my insomnia...
those were truly good nights...
the only nights you really enjjoy
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run run run and never look back... something might catch you eye. but then you'll run head first into a light pole you didnt see coming -
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road to sobriety of unconscious thought checklist for myself. forget how messed up a thought seems.... hmmm CHECK. got that covered. read my words and here my thoughts. you don't like something i thought, something i said? oh well dang, i feel terrible about that . naw, i don't those are my thoughts. they are original no matter what. because they ( Read more... ) -
brain treadmill
not a bad day of work ... didn't really have much busy work. so i stood there and thought for most of the day. i thought my regular random metaphorical thoughts. they streamed out like crazy. i fear that i over exerted that specific part in my creative quarters of my brain. i feel like i can't put together whole thought which is sad because i have ( Read more... ) -
so hurt
how? how the hell do you watch your own mother cry. at one point you must grow up. at one point you must develop some sense of sadness and responsibility towards the situation. realize your at fault and deal with it . i dont care if you feel wronged ... just deal with it ... there is always a reason for a parents action. yes there may be some evil ( Read more... ) -
good
not a bad day of work. i'm starting to see why i loved this travelling so much last time... the hotel is seeming like a new home again. and the next one will as well. its a better day and i'm loving it