So here I am sitting and thinking. I love remembering stuff.

Joel and I at blarney south with all his friends having drinks. Some guy was pissing Joel off. So he turns to me and says "Can I kiss you? Cuz if I dont Im going to hit this guy"

Wade and I laying in his bed during a storm with me arguing with him. I wanted to walk to the ( Read more... )

    I was laying in bed reading. Its a trashy Nora Roberts novel but it made me remember some stuff. Like the last time I went over to Kris's house. I ended up spending the night and when I woke up in the morning his nice icey blue eyes were looking right into mine. It was just a good moment I guess. Or when I would wake up at Joels place and we ( Read more... )

       So Im pregnant. I figured it out just after my birthday around when Joel broke up with me. I was super scared and totally not sure what to do. So I panicked and didnt tell anyone but the father and Amber. Well I decided to have it. Then I had to decide wether or not I was capable of taking care of it. Something that still scares me. But the ( Read more... )

        Today was pretty sucktastic. It was raining when I woke up at 8.30 am. So I figured I wouldnt have to go to work today. My job is a weather permitting job. I called my mom who is also the assitant manager at the slides, she suggested we drive to work just to be safe. So i got ready and dragged my ass out to meet her. We drive to work and ( Read more... )

        So I was thinking of smart things to write. I got nothing. Evan told me to write about why I exsist. I was a smartass perv and said "Because my parents fucked without a condom". Which is essentially true. He meant what my purpose behind said exsistance was. Funny thing is I ask myself the same question all the time. I never can come up with ( Read more... )

        So its 7 am and Im wide awake (as much as I can be at 7 am I suppose). John Mayer is currently pumping out of my revamped ipod. Noodles are cooling beside me so I can eat something before work. No one is online. I have an hr before Moma comes to get me. What else could I do besides update my livejournal? I alread got ready-ish. Ive been ( Read more... )

        So lots has happened. Joel and I broke up (suprise suprise), I got a job, Dylan turned 18. Okay so not alot but it seemed like it ( Read more... )

        I havent been writing much have I? Sorry guys. I feel a bit guilty cuz I use to write like every day. Ive been a bit selfish and busy lately though. I have been spending a lot of time with Joel and Amber and reading and volunteering. I went to camp for four days. It was really good for me I think. I got offered a job basically. I need to ( Read more... )

        So I havent written much lately. April is a busy month for me. Organizations Im part of are having conferences. I told a bunch of people I would help them. Not thinking its all going down around my birthday. Which by the way is in like 3 days. Its on wednesday. I have a day conference tmrw and a 4 day conference starting may 1 and ending ( Read more... )

          So I have a bunch to write about. I had a long weekend. Or at least it seemed like it. There were fights and wine and booze and duck and breakfast and stray people. Creepy old people, boxes, two stepping, some crying and lots of laughing. Friday I had a girls night with steph that ended at the bar with the boys. And last ngiht Amber ( Read more... )