I'm feeling frustrated with this journal again, and some of the things I read. Hopefully I either get over it, or just forget about this one and start clean. I'll know soon enough.

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new jounal: kikirica.
add it if you want.
i won't be writing in this one anymore.

last night elyse and i went to kim's (fauvetastic) because there was a party going on, and we figured since he's only a few minutes from her place, may as well. it was a bit awkward at first, but everyone seemed friendly, and the beer was very drinkable. it was fun ( Read more... )

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Listen up, you dumb pieces of worthless shit ( Read more... )

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ben folds + rufus wainwright + piano = melty hearti'm never going to dance again ( Read more... )

few things are sweeter than love.

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i like to watch them float by.

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pretty (ugly before) by elliott smith is really good. does anyone have his new album?

can i live in songs? can i please do that.
it feels like it did a year and a half ago.
icy chills and harsh actions.
i just feel numb now, and careless about my red zone.

watching buffy&angel kiss makes my heart melt.

( not really. )

i just threw up for the third time since last night. i feel fucking awful. i hate it so much. no more drinking. no more.
i go way over my limit. i don't even know what my limit is.

aughhhh

p.s thank you dinorah for taking care of me.
and also everyone else for laughing at my drunken dumbness.