for those who missed it, this journal over with.
add eighteen_a_wing if you still care to read.

well, i'm back. shortest most awesome 3 months of my life but definitly worth coming home and being reminded i have the world's best friends.
seriously, fuck. yeah.

anyways, a few changes. new hair, new room, closed ears, and a new livejournal :]
eighteen_a_wingadd it. or dont. this one's done ( Read more... )

i need you so much closer.

oh my god. just when it was clear nothing could make japan any more awesome came new years. katsura gave me a kimono to borrow and her mom put ornaments in our hair, painted our faces white, eyes black, and lips red. it was soo uncomfortable but we all looked great. then we left to the fest and all i remember is 4 hours of fireworks, games with ( Read more... )

dear allyson goddard,
i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i'm really mad that i missed your call lastnight. maybe i'll go with whoever & pick you up from the airport. cos i miss you & i love you. call me when you can cos this bff misses youuuu!
love, jennifer gesell.

wow, this has been an incredible week......
my flight was long and lonely. hilary duff and saves the day kept me alive more than half the time. the guy across the aisle from me had dreads that smelled and he kept trying to be cool and say the few things he knew in english over and over. god.. but i'm here!! and having a fucking blast. japan is even ( Read more... )

i couldn't have asked for a more perfect weekend to get my mind off every worry that shouldn't be brought to japan with me. i have such amazing friends and everyone has made me feel so loved these past 2 weeks.
thank you so much for all the goodbye presents, voice messages, e-mails, surprise visits, hugs, and "i'll miss you"s. and thanks more than ( Read more... )

nothing like falling asleep crying because everyone treats you like shit, and waking up to grose eye crust and nonstop bullshit from your therapist and dad.
my god i suck.

i need a new routine.

at least i got to hang out with jen, katie, nikki, and tran <3 ( Read more... )

i changed my livejournal name to decorated_cry so get used to it ( Read more... )

so now there are 5 exceptions but everyone else still sucks.
missing with honor/love is red/embrace today wasnt exciting but american nightmare in two weeks is.
no one gasps for life as well as me :]
waking up to text messages full of hearts was pretty rad. thanks kids<3 ( Read more... )