Sunday night...Didn't go anywhere today or yesterday...Slept for the most part...Wrestling with my obsessive compulsive disorder, manicly...Why in the fuck did I have to be born with the world's MOST ANNOYING mental disorder?! Having to check things over and over again to make sure they are "perfect"...Looking for flaws, that for the most part, ( Read more... )

Ahh...Another night at work staring me in the face...Feel like shit...Disoriented, dizzy, bored, tired, and worried...Why, you ask? It mostly involves my own paranoia and "body-chemical" induced (Or lack thereof) woes, but hopefully I'll get over them soon...I just feel REALLY uneasy...Can't really put my finger on it, but I have at least some ( Read more... )

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Yesterday SUCKED...I stayed up ALL night Sunday, and ALL DAY Monday...And to compound all of that shit, Rentway (Aka the polup in tha anals of my existance) kept calling to collect the weekly rent on this blasted computer...As good 'ol Mom, in her delusions of "love & granduer" with Ray, forgot to pay it...ONCE AGAIN...ANd here it is Tuesday, and I ( Read more... )

Ah...Another boring Saturday night at home...Yes, I purposely stayed home for various reasons...One being that I have no moola...And probably won't until mid-way through March...Bullshit I know...That and I couldn't borrow any money, as everyone else is broke (Including Mom, who, as if on cue, went to go whore herself out to Ray again)...NOTHING in ( Read more... )

Sitting here watching "Celebrity Mole"...My FAVE Red-head of ALL TIME is on there...STILL HOTT after all these years ;)...Angie Everhart...Mmmmmmmmmmmm, Angie ;P ( Read more... )

Sitting here watching "Valley Girl" that I just got from Wal-Mart...Remembering the mini-conversation me and my freind/boss Bill had about my "religious-leanings" (Or really lack there-of ;))...I finally broke my self-imposed silence on said issue, and blurted out the fact that I was an athiest...Funny thing is, up until this point, they all ( Read more... )

I sit here again before work on another random Monday night, pondering the events of this past weekend...Or rather trying to remember as such :(...I apparently got so smashed that remembering little details is next to 'nill...And that's out of my character, as I'm usually able to remember EVERYTHING, as I have a "photographic" memory to beging ( Read more... )

So I was watching some dumb "dating reality" show last night before going to work, and happened to look up at the screen whilst tying my shoes...And to my surprise, the dude's name was LANNY!! That's MY fucking name!! ;)...And the girl that he was "woo-ing" liked him in extremities...So she kept saying good things about the guy...Point is is that ( Read more... )

Back from work...Just heard that one of my GOOD FRIENDS just quit...Due to the INSANE "management skills" of my "supervisor" Ruby...Doesn't surprise me one bit...I'll prolly be the "next in line" to go...Weither it be by quitting or getting fired...Or them finding out that I "lift" things from there most given nights (Be it actual merchandise, or ( Read more... )