No matter what I eat (Or even what I don't) doesn't matter...I constantly have the shits...Yes, graphic and disgusting, but if ya' don't like it, don't read it...I can't even fart without worrying...Maybe I'm just getting old...I don't know...I'ts just starting to piss me off...And Imodium AD (A once "wonder drug" for me) doesn't seem to help ( Read more... )

Another fucking Wensday...Another day off with nothing in particular to do...Actually tried to go to sleep at like 8am (Tired as shit), and woke up at 12pm (Awake as HELL)...Partly due to ANOTHER crop of weird-ass dreams...This time involving my ex-Nicole again (For pic of her, scroll down a few entries), the MD 20/20 grrls (OOOO...REALLY Naughty ( Read more... )

Sitting at Pat's computer...He's outa town for spring break, so I taking advantage of the DSL while I can (Not that I can't use it while he's here, but, it's simpler this way as we're not tripping over one another to use it ;))...Thought I'd update, as I know when I get home it'll be late, and I'll have to get some sleep for work...So now's a ( Read more... )

God I'm starting to hate caffine...Especially knowing that I need sleep, and to get ready (LONG involved process...Yeah I guess I'm vain after all, HA HA!!) before going into town tonight :(...And this is not one of those weekends I can "crap out" and stay home and veg...Danielle's back in town for a weekend...First weekend in FOREVER...So this is ( Read more... )

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Yup...That pretty much describes my mood right now...I'm just in one of those "I just wanna fuck around and do nothing, and be goofy while doing nothing" moods...It's rare that I don't have a specific "agenda" or whatever for any given day...So I'm going to embrace it whilst I can...Nothing on Tv, everyone at school or work...But what to do while ( Read more... )

10 Things You're Scared Of ( Read more... )

Home from work...I came home WAY EARLY, as I found out in the end that I was, in fact, OFF TONIGHT...FUCK...Could have gone and seen the Social Dropouts again...Now I just am fighting the urge to take a huge dump, in lue of finishing this entry *lol*...'Cause I have alot to say this time around ( Read more... )

God I need to start taking "Beano" or something...Seriously *lol ( Read more... )

I had an epihany this morning on the way home from work...Life's not so bad, I can control my weight (I've already started cutting down on my food intake, AND am working on excersising more) and my mental problems if I concentrate hard enough (I no doubt have the fucking disipline, I just need to ditch the "fuck it all" attitude I've adopted YET ( Read more... )