3 more monthes until life as i know it changes completely. school will soon be over and i will no longer have to do the same thing every day as i have been for 10 years now. i will jump from having some responsibilities to having every responsibility possible. i will have bills to pay and food to buy, i will have no one to take care of me but ( Read more... )

its snowing and its beautiful ( Read more... )

over the past few weeks i have come to realize that i dont have many, if any, friends anymore. this deeply saddens me. i remember the days when i would be walking down the halls of school and getting hellos and smiles from just about everyone but now i just find myself staring down at the floor and having no reason to look up. I have changed a lot ( Read more... )

a week without dwight seems to be lasting forever.
it doesnt seem as if he is ever coming back.
my heart is weak, and lonely until he returns.

baby, i love you. and miss you.

I'm so lucky ( Read more... )

Well my family christmas together was a waste of my time. Since everyone had plans on christmas eve, when we usually get together, my family all got together last night to exchange presents and eat together. I decided that i would cook for everyone and i went all out to make everything perfect. With the help of Dwight, I managed to produce from the ( Read more... )

well dwight is enlisted in the army now and its just a matter of time before he leaves for basic and im alone for 3 months, possibly more. not only did i not think that him going to the army would effect me that much, i had no idea that it would put me so far back into a depression stage and completely feeling of worrying and sickness. im so afraid ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i have found myself writing in here. time and time again i will read through friends journals to see whats new with them but i havent taken the time to update people on me ( Read more... )

these past couple of weeks have been amazing. ive found a love that i never thought i could find again and i havent been this happy in the longest of time. dc is the best thing in my life right now and i hate to spend a day without him. hes kind, sweet, caring, and treats me like ive never been treated and i just hope he stays around for a long ( Read more... )

<3 .. sigh ..