Times like these are interesting. Belize was outstanding. It taught me a lot. Not only schoolwork but about how the much of the rest of the world lives day to day and most importantly I learned things about myself. That I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am or where I came from. It's something I've known for a while but it just made me realize it even ( Read more... )

Well, I had my first surgery Friday. I went home for a couple of days afterwards to recooperate and now I'm back in Athens. The doctor says I can't work till the 12th though and even then I can't pick up any heavy objects for the next month. No work=no money=can't do shit. Anyways, hopefully the cuts won't scar and I'll be completely back to normal ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday! I'm no longer a teenager. I'm 20 today. God why do I feel so old? And why do I feel like shit on my birthday? My gifts this year: Mel Norman powder from my mom and brothers, a $50 card to Wal-Mart from my mom's parents, a new cd player from my dad, stepmom and two brothers, and something from my dad's mom and stepdad which I'm ( Read more... )

Ok, so what's going on in my world? Well, I guess nothing. I'm tired as hell. I've had a migraine for the past couple days and went to the doctor last night who gave me a shot and a pill. :( I feel a lot better, but exhausted. I'm not sure what I want out of life. I know I don't want to be alone, but that seems inevitable (old news). I don't wanna ( Read more... )

I feel at peace right now. I'm not sure why. The last two days I've been ancy. I've been waiting for someone just to say something wrong to me so I could bite off their head. I'm not sure what's up with my mood lately. I know stupid ppl piss me off. People that tell you qoute "I've done more in my life than you ever will" piss me off, especially ( Read more... )

Hi. I'm a little tipsy tonight. It's the first time since i've been back at college. I deserved it after the calc test. And I'm still correcting my words, damn that's sad. Well, I'll talk to u guys later. Peace. Love uya. Ok, not correcting it now. By the way, Shawn Ithink u were right about a lot of things. I'm sorry for causing u all this trouble ( Read more... )

Memories. I wish I could erase them. Never read other people's old Live journal comments. It's made me smile at the good times and then become depressed now. It's my own fault. I just wish I'd realized it then instead of now. I'm sorry really doesn't cut it just as u said. I don't know how to say it any other way. My heart breaks. I don't know how ( Read more... )

Ok, so maybe I'm getting over being mad (and depressed) at everyone and the world in general. I'm finding peace within myself, which is hard to do at times. I'm not going to try so hard for all the assholes who pretend to want to be with me, but really don't (they usually want ass) and this goes to multiple men. I'm tired of chasing them. If they ( Read more... )

I'm sick of people pretending ( Read more... )

Well, I'll be up in Athens tomorrow. I have training Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday from 8-5 for my job to be a supervisor. :D I am looking forward to it. I miss everyone. (Random note) I have been wanting Cold Stone for a while now, grrrr. Give me a call you guys!