THE TEST CAME BACK NEGATIVE. AHHHHHH!!! WAYYYY TOO HAPPY! I'M SOOO RELIEVED. THANK THE LORD. I LOVEEEE HIM!!! AHHHH!! YESSSS!!

hahaha i just did my happy dance and called like everyone to tell them. my life's finally turning around:) i don't care about anythinggg right now, i'm just happy. really really happy. life's amazing:)

so as usual, alot of shit has happened. mostly good ( Read more... )

i got drunk at 1 today. and hooked up with a 20 year old guy. hahaha ivana did her thing too. mm somehow, i have a feeling this isn't something i should be proud of.

i swung by georgia's today. she denied the whole thing. lied to my face. said "dee i value ur friendship more than any friendship i've ever had, i would never, he tried, i pushed him ( Read more... )

so everytime i think i hit rock bottom, shit gets worse ( Read more... )

georgia kissed ryan. georgia kissed ryan. georgia kissed ryan.

that's all that keeps running over and over again in my mind.

i found out 2 nights ago from ally. so i called josh and asked if it was true, when he said it was, ally called ryan on speakerphone and asked him all these questions while pretending to be interested and casual. u have no ( Read more... )

it's been a while. haha that's an understatement. i can't believe i still have this! it's been over a freaking year ( Read more... )

Usually I can only write when a strong emotion 'over takes' me. Not the case today. Even though I have 2 tests tomorrow, a gazillion overdue assignments, need to get up at 5 to catch my bus for a review session, I think I feel like writing instead. LOL ( Read more... )

It's been a while huh? OK. Well, believe it or not, the last boy I was talking about, I'm over. Like, I guess I'm always gonna have a tiny thing for him, but really, I'm reading this last lj entry, and I'm like wtf? I'm such a pathetic sap! LOL. Well, there was this new guy. It came and went. "Hot, Popular, Jock, Senior'. Chad. Haha, should've ( Read more... )

there's this boy. he meant everything to me. i know he fell for me fast and i was crazy about him too. but as usual, me being me, i needed him to make the first move. and he never did. sure, he said all the right things. i feel hard for him. but did he ever actually come out and tell me how he felt? not really. i've never been in love but that was ( Read more... )