[Fic] It hurts: Part 8
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Part 8
He couldn’t help but wonder. Wonder why it was that Hayato felt the need to be filled, why did he need someone else’s touch on his body just to feel good. Was it because of everything he had gone through? Was it because all those people had used his body that he could only think of happiness in that form? To put it simply, Ryu was wondering why, if Hayato wanted to feel god, why, if it was obvious just how dominant he can be in bed and how easily he would submit others to his will, why, was Hayato being satisfied with only that? Any other wouldn’t have wasted one minute to take control, to pin the other to the bed and thrust inside them until they feel fully satisfied. In other words, Ryu was confused as to why didn’t Hayato used all his strength, his seductivness and passion to make him whimper underneath his body. It might have been weird. Since they were both guys, they would naturally both try to take control and be top, but not Hayato. It bothered him just how easily Hayato satisfied with the role of bottom and didn’t even try, not even once, to top. It was weird, yes. Since Ryu was a guy himself, older for that matter, he should have been happy he wasn’t the bottom and yet he felt displeased. It wasn’t because he wanted to be bottom; it had nothing to do with that. It was only because he felt the role didn’t suit Hayato at all. Hayato was always certain of his moves, knew how to make his hips role, knew just what particular touch could bring the biggest pleasure of them all, he knew just what had to be done to make the most out of it, so why? Why was he okay with letting others control him? If Hayato truly enjoyed being taken, feeling others inside him, possessing him, then Ryu was alright with that, but Odagiri felt the other one was like that only because he was never given the chance to take the lead. There was something hidden inside him that made him think that if he would have given Yabuki the chance to top, the younger one would get seriously into it and enjoy himself. So what should he do? Should he try and see if Hayato submitted because he really enjoyed being like that the most or simply because he didn’t know how it felt to be on the giving side? If so, if Hayato was really more of a top than a bottom, that meant he, Odagiri Ryu, would end up being the bottom. Should he do it? But then again, why the hell was he even considering who was better as a top and who was better as bottom? He wasn’t even sure he and Hayato had that sort of relationship, one that allowed them to get that intimate. Well, they did get intimate, they did have sex after all but if they were only sex friends, then it didn’t matter who played what role. Fuck. What the heck was he thinking? He was a teacher, a grown up, so why the hell was he being bothered about things like that? Did he want it? Did he want to know how Hayato would feel like if they’d change places? Or better said, did he want to feel Hayato inside him? Was that it? Just the thought of wanting Hayato inside him made him blush like mad. What was he thinking? Why was he wondering how it would feel like to be taken by Hayato? He realized his face was burning red so he immediately stood up from bed and headed towards the door. As his hand reached the door knob, he found out he was naked as well, so he blushed even more, getting all flustered about finding his clothes and putting them on. He looked around and picked up his t-shirt, his eyes averting without intention towards the surface of the bed, where Hayato was still sleeping, still naked, covered only by a thin sheet that revealed the shapes of his body. Ryu gulped hard as he remembered thrusting inside that body, and then ran out of the room, still trying to put his trousers on. He was embarrassed. Really embarrassed but still happy. He wasn’t sure how should he call what he had with Hayato, but no matter what it was, he was still happy to have it. It was better if he occupied his mind with something else. Food, yes. Food, he had to make some food because he was sure Hayato would be starving and they would need to eat as soon as the boy wakes up. Food, he had to make some food.
It smelled nice. He was sure the youngster was going to enjoy it and be pleased. He too was satisfied with the way his food ended up although it had been so long since the last time he tried preparing anything. He was about to turn around and place it on plates when he felt two arms encircling his waist and a light weight placing itself on his right shoulder.
- Smells nice, he heard the younger one’s voice, softly speaking in his ear.
- Haya…Hayato…, Ryu shuttered a bit, feeling shy all over again.
- So you know how to cook too. it seems you are full of surprises… , Hayato smiled, brushing away a few locks from his forehead, tucking them behind the older one’s ear before placing a kiss on his neck.
Ryu had that feeling again. Hayato was aggressive and the first to initiate such intimate acts. No matter how he would look at it, Hayato was more daring than he would ever be. It really didn’t feel right. He shivered a bit and then looked down. Did he really want to feel Hayato or was just his remorse that made him think about giving Hayato control?
Hm? Hayato mumbled, indulging himself in the nice smell and Ryu’s warmth.
- Hayato…did you ever had sex with anyone? Ryu asked shyly.
- Of course I did, Ryu. You know that, Hayato chuckled, embracing the other even stronger.
- I meant….with other than those people? Like.., Ryu stopped again, still not sure if he should ask.
- I know.. I was just joking. I had sex with you, Hayato honestly responded, although it meant admitting that the only proper sex he had since then took place just the other night.
- So…, Ryu blushed a bit, you never actually did it before yesterday, he repeated the boy’s words as a way to calm himself.
So he waas right. Hayato had no idea what if felt like. He had no knowledge about sex other than that which involved him being taken. He only know how it felt to have others do him, he never was given the chance to do anyone, so he was only acting on what he knew.
- Are you asking that for a reason? Hayato chuckled again, not actually getting where exactly was Ryu trying to get at.
Odagiri suddenly turned around, surprising the younger one, and then took a step forward. He had to ask, he had to ask just to ease his own mind. If he wouldn’t, he would feel bothered by it every single moment.
- Hayato…, Ryu bit his lower lip then licked it a bit.
- You really do that a lot when you are nervous, Hayato chuckled a bit, feeling the mood was turning sour and the atmosphere was turning bad.
- Have you ever thought of fucking anyone?! Ryu blurred out, in a really high voice.
It surprised Hayato more than he would have thought. It made him flinch and want to take a step back. He even blinked a few times, trying to understand, to make sure he was grasping the right meaning behind Ryu’s words.
- Wait…you mean..if I …I …, he shuttered himself, all of a sudden feeling more than embarrassed.
- Yes. Did you ever? Ryu asked again.
- If you continue, I’m gonna start thinking you are proposing something, Hayato chuckled.
He was feeling embarrassed. He had never thought someone you ask if he fucked anyone, at least not with that meaning. He never actually thought about it. He had always been the one doing as the others pleased. He was the one going down on his knees, spreading his legs, allowing others thrust inside him so he had no idea how it felt to be the one doing the thrusting. He never got the chance to be anything but that so he had no idea how it felt like. Why should have he? No one bothered concerning himself, no one ever minded his own opinion and thoughts, and no one cared for him enough to let him do that. Everyone wanted to be in control. He couldn’t imagine Ken or his gang allowing anyone do them, so he just submitted to that. He could only smile on the inside, thinking how sweet it was of Ryu to think about him, to care about him that much. Once more, he was faced with the older one’s love and it made him happy.
Ryu once again licked his lower lip, fully aware of just how his proposition might have sounded. He knew it, it sounded like he was offering his body for Hayato to experience with. well, he wasn’t that wrong about it. He somehow meant it.
- Hayato…, he opened his mouth to speak but he was quickly stopped.
- Listen…let’s drop it, okay, Hayato tried to change the subject.
What was the point in touching such a subject if there wasn’t going to happen at all? If Ryu would have continued talking about that, Hayato would have started wanting to try and see how it feels like. He would have felt that desire. It had already started burning inside him. His curiosity had been awakened and now it was going to bother him for a long time. Why did Ryu have to mention it? He had never once given that a thought because he knew no one willing to let him feel that.
- Don’t you want to!? Ryu felt angered all of a sudden, not sure himself why.
- Does it matter if I do? Hayato shouted back, getting angry as well.
- It does.
- It doesn’t. It’s not like I can do it, anyway! Hayato shouted hitting the table behind him with his fist.
- You can! Ryu shouted back, still as angry.
Hayato stopped and looked at the older one, curious about what it was supposed to mean. Ryu’s face was as red as a tomato, not daring to look up to Hayato, now even more embarrassed than before. So he said it. He said it although he didn’t use the actual words. He had expressed his desire to allow Yabuki to experience a different type of having sex.
Hayato understood the message and moved closer to the older one, one hand brushing the surface of the soft body all the way to the waist line.
- Ryu…are you saying I can…? he really couldn’t finish the sentence.
If he was hearing things, then he would rather go back to sleep and wake up later. He felt a bit taken away of just how appealing the idea sounded to him. It sounded good, really good, it made his imagination go wild and it turned him on as well. Now he couldn’t help but wonder. How did it feel like? How was it going to feel taking everything of the older one and posses him completely?
- I can’t explain it, Hayato, but I just can’t fully agree with it. There’s something within me that tells me you are like that only because of the way they have used you. I just…Fuck it, Hayato, Ryu looked up, facing the younger one, not averting his eyes from the others. I can’t accept it. You are stronger, more powerful, more everything. Being so submissive just doesn’t suit your personality, he continued his explanation although he was sure it would make Hayato feel full of himself.
- In other words, you think that sort of attitude is not for me. You think I should be the one taking…not giving…, Yabuki spoke in a softer voice, taking his hands off Ryu.
Odagiri only nodded a bit and then looked down a bit, licking his lower lip again.
- I just can’t accept someone with such a strong personality as yours can be so submissive.
- You really are something, Hayato laughed a bit. Why in the world would you care what suits me, what’s like me and what seems off? I am nothing to you and yet you show so much concern for me. why is that? it’s…rather annoying.
Ryu hadn’t expected Hayato to feel that way. He thought his proposition would make the younger one happy, excite him or at least strike a cord, make him want to find out if he was suited for it, but instead, Hayato felt annoyed by it. Why?
- Why? he voiced out his thoughts, feeling hurt.
- Why do you do that? Hayato asked as soon as he got close to the kitchen door. You are a stranger. You just waltz into my life, try to save me, then take care of me, you bother if I feel used or not but then you submit to my desires and allow me to feel good, then you want to give me the status I deserve. In other situation this could be consider as sucking up. Just like those stupid employees that do anything their employers want, and even more, just to make them happy about it and help them rise in position.
- Hayato..
- No. I played along so far. It feels good. Being treated like this, as if I am someone you care of, as if I am important, it feels good but this already feels exaggerated. I need to know why. Why are you acting like this towards me?
- Do I need a reason?! Ryu fought back.
- Yes! You need a reason to act like this…
- I don’t need any reason. I’m just following my heart. My heart is telling me to ..
- Heart…what heart. Why….
- Because I love you, that’s why.
They were shouting. They were full of anger, frowning at each other, feeling the blood boiling in their veins. They were facing each other with their guards on, ready to even punch each other if they had to and yet that last one phrase brought nothing but silence inside the little, improvised apartment. They could even hear the small bugs from outside the balcony if they would struggle enough to hear them. It was almost breathtaking. The first to react was Ryu. He gasped and then covered his mouth, the weight of his own words finally kicking in. He had to leave, he had to go somewhere and calm himself, go anywhere he wouldn’t feel that throbbing pain in his heart, that sufferance Hayato made him go through.
His own feelings came as a shock. It made him happy but it also made him sad. He was happy because he had finally realized why he had acted like that towards the younger one. So everything he did came out of love. He had fallen in love and he hadn’t even realized it. Maybe he had anticipated it to be something close to it, but it was love. He was in love. He was quick to open the door, waiting to get out of there and spare himself from more embarrassment, but a loud pang closed the door back and imprisoned him.
He couldn’t get out and he couldn’t turn around. He couldn’t move to his left, nor to his right because Hayato’s body was pressed against his back, trapping him between his warmth and the door.
- Love? He heard Hayato’s shaking voice, as if he was crying while saying it. You…love me?
It was heartbreaking. Not even after being treated like that by Ken and the rest, not even when in serious pain and full of hatred, not even then did he sounded so weak.
- Is it really that hard to believe? Is it really that hard to believe that I could love you? Ryu asked, looking down, feeling down, upset.
Why were his feelings so hard to be trusted? Why couldn’t he be in love with someone six years younger, male, his student, someone he had just met close to a week ago and in that sort of situation? Ryu was ready. He was ready to face another set of shouts, of fists, or anger, but none of that came. The same pair of arms that surrounded his waist a few minute before, encircled it once again, but this time it felt different.
Hayato was embracing him, wrapping his arms around his body, pressing their bodies together, indulging in warmth, love, body heat. Ryu could feel every single part of Hayato’s body, molding perfectly with his own, entrapping him, and taking over his senses. A soft brush of the locks covering his forehead and his head leaned back, resting on Hayato’s shoulder. One soft caressing on his neck and he could only indulge into it and let his body lean backwards, supporting it on the younger one’s. One single touch on his waist, and his own body turned around, his hands never leaving Yabuki’s skin, and then pressed even more to the younger one’s. A loud crash filled the room as both bumped into the door behind them and began, as if someone pressed a switch, kissing each other more passionately than before.
- Haya…, Ryu tried speaking between the few moments when their lips would part for air.
- I do want you… I did want you.., Hayato confessed, his arms traveling all over Ryu’s body.
- Hm…, the older one moaned, aroused by the way the younger one was groping his body.
- Can I ? Can I really have you? Can it be me inside you?
It had been there. The desire had been there ever since he had offered his teacher the blowjob. That came out of his own free will and it surprised him greatly. He felt such attraction towards a complete stranger and he enjoyed it. He knew he wanted the older one. He wanted the older one, he wanted him so bad and he didn’t care how. He only knew how to be the one getting fucked so he allowed himself to be fucked by Ryu just because he wanted him. If given permission, he would take everything the other would offer him. He did want Ryu and if allowed, he was going to take all of him.
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Part 8
He couldn’t help but wonder. Wonder why it was that Hayato felt the need to be filled, why did he need someone else’s touch on his body just to feel good. Was it because of everything he had gone through? Was it because all those people had used his body that he could only think of happiness in that form? To put it simply, Ryu was wondering why, if Hayato wanted to feel god, why, if it was obvious just how dominant he can be in bed and how easily he would submit others to his will, why, was Hayato being satisfied with only that? Any other wouldn’t have wasted one minute to take control, to pin the other to the bed and thrust inside them until they feel fully satisfied. In other words, Ryu was confused as to why didn’t Hayato used all his strength, his seductivness and passion to make him whimper underneath his body. It might have been weird. Since they were both guys, they would naturally both try to take control and be top, but not Hayato. It bothered him just how easily Hayato satisfied with the role of bottom and didn’t even try, not even once, to top. It was weird, yes. Since Ryu was a guy himself, older for that matter, he should have been happy he wasn’t the bottom and yet he felt displeased. It wasn’t because he wanted to be bottom; it had nothing to do with that. It was only because he felt the role didn’t suit Hayato at all. Hayato was always certain of his moves, knew how to make his hips role, knew just what particular touch could bring the biggest pleasure of them all, he knew just what had to be done to make the most out of it, so why? Why was he okay with letting others control him? If Hayato truly enjoyed being taken, feeling others inside him, possessing him, then Ryu was alright with that, but Odagiri felt the other one was like that only because he was never given the chance to take the lead. There was something hidden inside him that made him think that if he would have given Yabuki the chance to top, the younger one would get seriously into it and enjoy himself. So what should he do? Should he try and see if Hayato submitted because he really enjoyed being like that the most or simply because he didn’t know how it felt to be on the giving side? If so, if Hayato was really more of a top than a bottom, that meant he, Odagiri Ryu, would end up being the bottom. Should he do it? But then again, why the hell was he even considering who was better as a top and who was better as bottom? He wasn’t even sure he and Hayato had that sort of relationship, one that allowed them to get that intimate. Well, they did get intimate, they did have sex after all but if they were only sex friends, then it didn’t matter who played what role. Fuck. What the heck was he thinking? He was a teacher, a grown up, so why the hell was he being bothered about things like that? Did he want it? Did he want to know how Hayato would feel like if they’d change places? Or better said, did he want to feel Hayato inside him? Was that it? Just the thought of wanting Hayato inside him made him blush like mad. What was he thinking? Why was he wondering how it would feel like to be taken by Hayato? He realized his face was burning red so he immediately stood up from bed and headed towards the door. As his hand reached the door knob, he found out he was naked as well, so he blushed even more, getting all flustered about finding his clothes and putting them on. He looked around and picked up his t-shirt, his eyes averting without intention towards the surface of the bed, where Hayato was still sleeping, still naked, covered only by a thin sheet that revealed the shapes of his body. Ryu gulped hard as he remembered thrusting inside that body, and then ran out of the room, still trying to put his trousers on. He was embarrassed. Really embarrassed but still happy. He wasn’t sure how should he call what he had with Hayato, but no matter what it was, he was still happy to have it. It was better if he occupied his mind with something else. Food, yes. Food, he had to make some food because he was sure Hayato would be starving and they would need to eat as soon as the boy wakes up. Food, he had to make some food.
It smelled nice. He was sure the youngster was going to enjoy it and be pleased. He too was satisfied with the way his food ended up although it had been so long since the last time he tried preparing anything. He was about to turn around and place it on plates when he felt two arms encircling his waist and a light weight placing itself on his right shoulder.
- Smells nice, he heard the younger one’s voice, softly speaking in his ear.
- Haya…Hayato…, Ryu shuttered a bit, feeling shy all over again.
- So you know how to cook too. it seems you are full of surprises… , Hayato smiled, brushing away a few locks from his forehead, tucking them behind the older one’s ear before placing a kiss on his neck.
Ryu had that feeling again. Hayato was aggressive and the first to initiate such intimate acts. No matter how he would look at it, Hayato was more daring than he would ever be. It really didn’t feel right. He shivered a bit and then looked down. Did he really want to feel Hayato or was just his remorse that made him think about giving Hayato control?
Hm? Hayato mumbled, indulging himself in the nice smell and Ryu’s warmth.
- Hayato…did you ever had sex with anyone? Ryu asked shyly.
- Of course I did, Ryu. You know that, Hayato chuckled, embracing the other even stronger.
- I meant….with other than those people? Like.., Ryu stopped again, still not sure if he should ask.
- I know.. I was just joking. I had sex with you, Hayato honestly responded, although it meant admitting that the only proper sex he had since then took place just the other night.
- So…, Ryu blushed a bit, you never actually did it before yesterday, he repeated the boy’s words as a way to calm himself.
So he waas right. Hayato had no idea what if felt like. He had no knowledge about sex other than that which involved him being taken. He only know how it felt to have others do him, he never was given the chance to do anyone, so he was only acting on what he knew.
- Are you asking that for a reason? Hayato chuckled again, not actually getting where exactly was Ryu trying to get at.
Odagiri suddenly turned around, surprising the younger one, and then took a step forward. He had to ask, he had to ask just to ease his own mind. If he wouldn’t, he would feel bothered by it every single moment.
- Hayato…, Ryu bit his lower lip then licked it a bit.
- You really do that a lot when you are nervous, Hayato chuckled a bit, feeling the mood was turning sour and the atmosphere was turning bad.
- Have you ever thought of fucking anyone?! Ryu blurred out, in a really high voice.
It surprised Hayato more than he would have thought. It made him flinch and want to take a step back. He even blinked a few times, trying to understand, to make sure he was grasping the right meaning behind Ryu’s words.
- Wait…you mean..if I …I …, he shuttered himself, all of a sudden feeling more than embarrassed.
- Yes. Did you ever? Ryu asked again.
- If you continue, I’m gonna start thinking you are proposing something, Hayato chuckled.
He was feeling embarrassed. He had never thought someone you ask if he fucked anyone, at least not with that meaning. He never actually thought about it. He had always been the one doing as the others pleased. He was the one going down on his knees, spreading his legs, allowing others thrust inside him so he had no idea how it felt to be the one doing the thrusting. He never got the chance to be anything but that so he had no idea how it felt like. Why should have he? No one bothered concerning himself, no one ever minded his own opinion and thoughts, and no one cared for him enough to let him do that. Everyone wanted to be in control. He couldn’t imagine Ken or his gang allowing anyone do them, so he just submitted to that. He could only smile on the inside, thinking how sweet it was of Ryu to think about him, to care about him that much. Once more, he was faced with the older one’s love and it made him happy.
Ryu once again licked his lower lip, fully aware of just how his proposition might have sounded. He knew it, it sounded like he was offering his body for Hayato to experience with. well, he wasn’t that wrong about it. He somehow meant it.
- Hayato…, he opened his mouth to speak but he was quickly stopped.
- Listen…let’s drop it, okay, Hayato tried to change the subject.
What was the point in touching such a subject if there wasn’t going to happen at all? If Ryu would have continued talking about that, Hayato would have started wanting to try and see how it feels like. He would have felt that desire. It had already started burning inside him. His curiosity had been awakened and now it was going to bother him for a long time. Why did Ryu have to mention it? He had never once given that a thought because he knew no one willing to let him feel that.
- Don’t you want to!? Ryu felt angered all of a sudden, not sure himself why.
- Does it matter if I do? Hayato shouted back, getting angry as well.
- It does.
- It doesn’t. It’s not like I can do it, anyway! Hayato shouted hitting the table behind him with his fist.
- You can! Ryu shouted back, still as angry.
Hayato stopped and looked at the older one, curious about what it was supposed to mean. Ryu’s face was as red as a tomato, not daring to look up to Hayato, now even more embarrassed than before. So he said it. He said it although he didn’t use the actual words. He had expressed his desire to allow Yabuki to experience a different type of having sex.
Hayato understood the message and moved closer to the older one, one hand brushing the surface of the soft body all the way to the waist line.
- Ryu…are you saying I can…? he really couldn’t finish the sentence.
If he was hearing things, then he would rather go back to sleep and wake up later. He felt a bit taken away of just how appealing the idea sounded to him. It sounded good, really good, it made his imagination go wild and it turned him on as well. Now he couldn’t help but wonder. How did it feel like? How was it going to feel taking everything of the older one and posses him completely?
- I can’t explain it, Hayato, but I just can’t fully agree with it. There’s something within me that tells me you are like that only because of the way they have used you. I just…Fuck it, Hayato, Ryu looked up, facing the younger one, not averting his eyes from the others. I can’t accept it. You are stronger, more powerful, more everything. Being so submissive just doesn’t suit your personality, he continued his explanation although he was sure it would make Hayato feel full of himself.
- In other words, you think that sort of attitude is not for me. You think I should be the one taking…not giving…, Yabuki spoke in a softer voice, taking his hands off Ryu.
Odagiri only nodded a bit and then looked down a bit, licking his lower lip again.
- I just can’t accept someone with such a strong personality as yours can be so submissive.
- You really are something, Hayato laughed a bit. Why in the world would you care what suits me, what’s like me and what seems off? I am nothing to you and yet you show so much concern for me. why is that? it’s…rather annoying.
Ryu hadn’t expected Hayato to feel that way. He thought his proposition would make the younger one happy, excite him or at least strike a cord, make him want to find out if he was suited for it, but instead, Hayato felt annoyed by it. Why?
- Why? he voiced out his thoughts, feeling hurt.
- Why do you do that? Hayato asked as soon as he got close to the kitchen door. You are a stranger. You just waltz into my life, try to save me, then take care of me, you bother if I feel used or not but then you submit to my desires and allow me to feel good, then you want to give me the status I deserve. In other situation this could be consider as sucking up. Just like those stupid employees that do anything their employers want, and even more, just to make them happy about it and help them rise in position.
- Hayato..
- No. I played along so far. It feels good. Being treated like this, as if I am someone you care of, as if I am important, it feels good but this already feels exaggerated. I need to know why. Why are you acting like this towards me?
- Do I need a reason?! Ryu fought back.
- Yes! You need a reason to act like this…
- I don’t need any reason. I’m just following my heart. My heart is telling me to ..
- Heart…what heart. Why….
- Because I love you, that’s why.
They were shouting. They were full of anger, frowning at each other, feeling the blood boiling in their veins. They were facing each other with their guards on, ready to even punch each other if they had to and yet that last one phrase brought nothing but silence inside the little, improvised apartment. They could even hear the small bugs from outside the balcony if they would struggle enough to hear them. It was almost breathtaking. The first to react was Ryu. He gasped and then covered his mouth, the weight of his own words finally kicking in. He had to leave, he had to go somewhere and calm himself, go anywhere he wouldn’t feel that throbbing pain in his heart, that sufferance Hayato made him go through.
His own feelings came as a shock. It made him happy but it also made him sad. He was happy because he had finally realized why he had acted like that towards the younger one. So everything he did came out of love. He had fallen in love and he hadn’t even realized it. Maybe he had anticipated it to be something close to it, but it was love. He was in love. He was quick to open the door, waiting to get out of there and spare himself from more embarrassment, but a loud pang closed the door back and imprisoned him.
He couldn’t get out and he couldn’t turn around. He couldn’t move to his left, nor to his right because Hayato’s body was pressed against his back, trapping him between his warmth and the door.
- Love? He heard Hayato’s shaking voice, as if he was crying while saying it. You…love me?
It was heartbreaking. Not even after being treated like that by Ken and the rest, not even when in serious pain and full of hatred, not even then did he sounded so weak.
- Is it really that hard to believe? Is it really that hard to believe that I could love you? Ryu asked, looking down, feeling down, upset.
Why were his feelings so hard to be trusted? Why couldn’t he be in love with someone six years younger, male, his student, someone he had just met close to a week ago and in that sort of situation? Ryu was ready. He was ready to face another set of shouts, of fists, or anger, but none of that came. The same pair of arms that surrounded his waist a few minute before, encircled it once again, but this time it felt different.
Hayato was embracing him, wrapping his arms around his body, pressing their bodies together, indulging in warmth, love, body heat. Ryu could feel every single part of Hayato’s body, molding perfectly with his own, entrapping him, and taking over his senses. A soft brush of the locks covering his forehead and his head leaned back, resting on Hayato’s shoulder. One soft caressing on his neck and he could only indulge into it and let his body lean backwards, supporting it on the younger one’s. One single touch on his waist, and his own body turned around, his hands never leaving Yabuki’s skin, and then pressed even more to the younger one’s. A loud crash filled the room as both bumped into the door behind them and began, as if someone pressed a switch, kissing each other more passionately than before.
- Haya…, Ryu tried speaking between the few moments when their lips would part for air.
- I do want you… I did want you.., Hayato confessed, his arms traveling all over Ryu’s body.
- Hm…, the older one moaned, aroused by the way the younger one was groping his body.
- Can I ? Can I really have you? Can it be me inside you?
It had been there. The desire had been there ever since he had offered his teacher the blowjob. That came out of his own free will and it surprised him greatly. He felt such attraction towards a complete stranger and he enjoyed it. He knew he wanted the older one. He wanted the older one, he wanted him so bad and he didn’t care how. He only knew how to be the one getting fucked so he allowed himself to be fucked by Ryu just because he wanted him. If given permission, he would take everything the other would offer him. He did want Ryu and if allowed, he was going to take all of him.
Part 9