Riiight, so this is dontgolooking. Dee didn't ask me to post this friends only image but I'm doing it anyway because to be honest her current image is pretty ugly! Hopefully Dee will never notice that I'm doing this, innit.


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Totally just sliced open my leg. bit gutted...first time i've done this since...well def didn't do it last year and I was pretty low then. What a loser. just keep looking at it all red and shiney so dissapointed in myself :(

pretty sure i'm preggers ( Read more... )

fucking flu of life still killing me eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeurgh. NEED TO BE MIRACULOUSLY BETTER FOR TOMMOROW FOR crushcrushcrush ( Read more... )

dee thinks that paul is the biggest cock in the whole entire world after a lot of things i read a few days ago and i really don't care if i never talk to him again. still been texting a lil but seriously what a twat. Def not gonna be nicey nice.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ILL. GOD. ILLILLILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!

God knows how it happened but I went to paramore with paul...you me at six did signing in pulp so tour manager supposedly put me on guest list. got other tickets in the end. but yeah could not BREATHE!!!!! fucking hell. had to proper hold it all together was a fucking nightmare. never again! so shitty cuz really want it to be ok to just like hang ( Read more... )

talking to Iz and she was like at least zou know its definitely love. ya know for million percent too late for past 8 months snore. just wanna look out my window and him be there and marry him and ah sigh. so hard to give up the hope. no matter what happens. life is Poo Poo Poo. and unfair why did i have to think i was gay so couldn't be with him. ( Read more... )

Just spoke to paul on phone again. hung up and can't stop cryin. said jess i likes him just wanna like beg her not to. cuz I know her feel like its worse than terri! really need to like stop torturing myself by talking to him. i hate love :( xox

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I officially HATE paul ( Read more... )

So been trying not to get upset about current situation but then had to email my mum to explain about the no money cuz obviously if i can't afford to eat..i can't afford to get train to see her. But she phoned and was really upset and going mental at me and then that has now upset me.....dunno what else I can do...and now i feel really guilty ( Read more... )