After a long absence I return. My life is so up in the air I couldn't update on it, since I haven't the slightest. I might die tomorrow, sounds sadistic, but I realize with everything going so haywire and random, it could happen. Ok kids, go be happy. Step away from this screen and breathe some air. Be happy. Put down the remotes, and stupid ( Read more... )

Kinda swore off the bloggin thing for a while, but DMB was the shit! (Like there was ever any doubt ( Read more... )

recording is awesome. two tickets in twenty four hours by the same cop within a block from eachother is not awesome. sleep is awesome. not feeling like james is not awesome. hearing 'sitting, waiting wishing' is awesome. actually sitting, waiting and wishing become not so awesome. hearing a segment of my material on my stereo. priceless. somethings ( Read more... )

and now i kick myself, for pinpointing the exact moment in time i screwed up. every time we fall, we have the ability, if we choose, to rise again to be back or better. but this just knicks at me, and i don't thinks there's better than that ( Read more... )

in the spirit of wanting and waiting, i'm writing about my life. i realized i never kept a journal, in creative writing we had to keep one, but i bullshitted my way through it, never took it seriously. i write in this thing but it's mostly to plug my writing that no one seems to read. but despite all of that, i notice that if i align all my poems/ ( Read more... )

i have worked seven consecutive days. and unless i get called in tomorrow i'll finally have a day off. i haven't slept more than four hours a night in two weeks. i wrote some more. i am going to the beach tomorrow is the sun is shining and the rain is hiding. kosovo may be independent. france and holland gave the eu the finger. deep throat (the ( Read more... )

Some believe that persistence is the key to every door we face in life. Others believe that's true, but knowing when to quit is more important. When in terms of love, wether it be a love for an actvity or a person, if we fail at that, how would we know when the right time is to quit? "You just know." I've heard, well, I believe that if a love is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel so alone that I become claustrophobic ( Read more... )

This wasn't written to make sense I guess. Courage ( Read more... )

Tagged by iamsosleepy
Things you enjoy, not because you have to but because you WANT to, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.

Not In Any Order:

1. Dave Matthews Band, the music sucks me in. ( Read more... )