well ( Read more... )

i feel like im going to die.

no i did not talk shit about you;
no i did not sell you out.
no i did not ever deny you being my friend.
so if youd just talk to me;
ill tell you what happened;
what was said.
and whatever else you want.

ive just resulted.
of keeping to myself.
and not talking.
..apparently im annoying.
or do anything.
...apparently im annoying.
now dont i just suck at everything.
but maybe you should look at yourself as well.

god.
im going to live in a hole.
by myself.

the end.

all i need ( Read more... )

im going to run away and live in a hole in the ground ( Read more... )

i want to kick myself. again.
buh.

for the first time ( Read more... )

ive noticed.
ive been really irritable lately.
hmm.
im not sure why.

i think im just fed up with things.

eeeek idk!

i guess im just a mean person.
lol. :]

i miss my boyfriend like fucking crazy.
i want him to come home right now.

its almost christmas.
and im so not ready for it.
it kind of brings me down a lot.
for multiple reasons.

new years resolution?
...being a better person.
cause i suck at stuff like that.