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I don't know where to go from here. -
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"And what will happen?
Will I dream?
I am too scared to close my eyes..."
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So incredibly fitting...
Holding on
"I thought the future held
a perfect place for us
That together we would learn to be
the best that we could be
In my naivety I ran
I fell and lost my way
Somehow I always end up falling over me
And one day
I woke to find
The future had no place
for me
I was unwanted in a world
that with my hands I helped build
Where once was honesty and pride
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So sad...
There's nothing left to hope for. Even the last sparkle has gone.
I must face the truth. Even if it's terrible. So terribly depressing.
One step forward and ten back. There I am, back to where it all started.
It's so unfair. So sad.
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Be still my aching heart.
Stop running.
Be still my restless mind.
Stop running.
That's just a shadow you saw.
A pale ghost from a never forgotten past.
Be still.
Be quiet.
Rest and remember.
The one who killed you once may as well kill you twice.
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Today is exactly one year since the last time I saw you. And touched you. And kissed you. And told you that I loved you looking into your eyes.
When I saw you walking away from me at the airport I couldn't even imagine that would be the very last time.
It's still so hard...
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I hate moments like this.
I get overwhelmed by memories of what we used to be.
I just can't stop them. I can't stop remembering his face, his voice.
I can't forget how happy I was exactly one year ago, when he was here.
It was his birthday and I so wanted to give him the best one he had ever had.
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I curse you, now and forever.
May your life become a living hell.
My gift to you.
