My Tigris, my sweet tabby love, has cancer.

Today was the last day of training for the new job. I already hate it, together with the teacher, the place and the colleagues. The only pros is the it's close to home. On monday, and tuesday and wednesday too, I have the 7.30 am shift, how annoying is that? And yes, I'm nervous and rather pissed off, can't wait till thursday which is my first day ( Read more... )

Today I was doing one of the most monotonous and boring jobs ever, and during those 6 hours my mind was running free. I noticed that thinking of my ex doesn't hurt anymore, instead, whenever I recall memories of us or see his pictures online, my mind goes blank. Where there was pain and desperation now there's nothing. A void, an empty space where ( Read more... )

 I really can't believe I can be that stupid.
Oh well, I guess it's never too late to learn.

To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what ( Read more... )

Life is all about choices.

Depression got me so hard this time that I have to make an effort to do almost anything.
I buy beads but then I can make only one earring before putting it all back in the boxes.
I used to try and dress up for work, wearing earrings, nice make up, choosing clothes...but there are days when I just wear pants and a plain t-shirt. Just enough make up ( Read more... )

Life is strange ( Read more... )

Everything's ok.
No it isn't, but I'll just pretend it is.
I should be used to this, but it seems I'm not.
Why don't I just give up once for all?
I try, everyday. 
Well, this day is over, maybe tomorrow I'll feel better.
Maybe.

Exactly like every other woman I want to change my life starting with my hair colour. I've been playing with the idea of going red for a while. I've been black for 6 years now and yearn for a change.
I already know I look good with red hair but still...
So I took a bunch of pictures (terrible) and here they are.
Opinions are welcome!


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