Beyond The Limits 2/4
Pairing : Romeo and Kim Hyung Jun
Rating: M rated, PG-17
Part 1 Part 3 Part 4
I don’t know why I used it either. He suddenly pulls himself back and stares at me with raised eyebrows but his grab still strong at my arm. His mouth curls into a slight smile.
If this one was a human then I would have fought with him and smashed his head by now but someone like me struggling against a vampire is pointless. He’ll defeat me no matter how drunk he is and how much he’s trying to balance himself while still rocking back and forth like a clown.
The thought makes me want to smile.
He leans against my neck. “I like you using my name” I feel his breath on my skin and then… he places a kiss on it.
I quickly pull back myself but I can’t go further away from him, the wall is blocking me.
“What the hell do you think you are doing?” I shout angrily.
“You don’t like it? I thought you like men”
“But I don’t like you” I lie.
There we go, I admit I had a feeling for him once; once. I don’t think it’s there anymore. This has nothing to do with the conversation we had before but I never figured out why Romeo ever wanted to know which gender I preferred.
“Don’t lie” He groans against my skin and kisses it again.
I feel uncomfortable. “You are drunk! Let me go for god sake”
“There’s no god Junah, there’s only me, no one can save you here” His hand runs behind my back.
Before I know I’m on Romeo’s bed buried under him being continuously kissed on my neck. I struggle with him and tightly close my eyes. I feel… weird. What is he even doing? I thought he liked women. He’s drunk, yes but that doesn’t mean one would act like this and vampires do not get drunk this much to forget their gender preference.
“Fucking… let me go” I curse.
He grabs my wrists and pushes them into the mattress. His hands feel cold but his room is warmed with candles and the fire which I didn’t even see being lit up earlier.
I struggle harder and harder. My legs endlessly kicking him and my hands trying to loosen his grab but I just can’t. His hand won’t even slip. I keep hitting his legs and his stomach but somehow he stops them with his own.
“What is wrong with you? Let me go! Just fucking let me go dammit” I shout as loud as I can having the hope of someone would hear me.
But I know, in this big castle there’s no one to save me. No one would dare to come into Romeo’s room without being called by him. Dammit why do I feel like I’m being abused? Well this is certainly happening against my will anyway.
“Would you just-” He cuts me off with his lips on mine.
I scrunch my face and tighten my lips together not letting him go in. I feel the blood-liquor smell from him. It disgusts me. This is just not the way I ever wanted to start with him. I don’t know whether I want to be with him or not.
I turn my face to a side and try to hide my lips from him. He growls at me with anger like a wild lion. I don’t react. I don’t even open my eyes.
“You… you look at me” He drags his words again and his voice feels sleepy.
“I said fucking look at me” He shouts into my face.
I don’t dare to look. I feel him tightening his hands around my wrist and I feel his body weight than before. Why don’t vampires sleep after drinking like usual people? Ugh.
“I’ll ask you one more time; look at me” His voice a bit low this time.
I don’t look. I don’t react at all. He intentionally breathes onto my skin. I feel him leaning closer and he places a light kiss on my cheek.
It makes me unknowingly open my eyes. A feeling of anxious combined with excitement fills my stomach. But I don’t look at him yet. This feels funny; a guy being abused by another guy.
“Look at me Hyung Junah” He pleads.
I let go of my tightened joints and loosen my body. Not because it feels calmer or safer but because he seems tamed. I slowly turn my head. He gazes deeply into my eyes. He’d burn a hole in my forehead with it I’m sure. I suddenly remember the first day I saw him. Those eyes; how could I ever forget them? That feeling of arrogance, stubbornness and lust they carry drowned me in his world. I used to get butterflies in my stomach with just a glimpse of him. But I got over it eventually; and my excitement and that thrill just vanished with time. Neither he nor I ever took a step forward from the work-wise relationship we had. He never was seen with a man or an interest in me and I never made it obvious that he was someone I liked.
If I ever took any initiative towards a relationship it wouldn’t have been success since he obviously had no interest in me. But today here we have him taking initiative and I’m the one who doesn’t give in.
“Let me go” My voice breaks and it sounds awfully pathetic and sad.
This just isn’t what I ever wanted.
He curls his eyebrows and slowly shakes his head. His face bears a saddened expression. “No” He mouths and kisses me again.
I don’t give in this time either. My lips stay tightly sealed but my eyes are wide open staring right into his. He closes his after a while but then pulls his head back again.
Rating: M rated, PG-17
Part 1 Part 3 Part 4
I don’t know why I used it either. He suddenly pulls himself back and stares at me with raised eyebrows but his grab still strong at my arm. His mouth curls into a slight smile.
If this one was a human then I would have fought with him and smashed his head by now but someone like me struggling against a vampire is pointless. He’ll defeat me no matter how drunk he is and how much he’s trying to balance himself while still rocking back and forth like a clown.
The thought makes me want to smile.
He leans against my neck. “I like you using my name” I feel his breath on my skin and then… he places a kiss on it.
I quickly pull back myself but I can’t go further away from him, the wall is blocking me.
“What the hell do you think you are doing?” I shout angrily.
“You don’t like it? I thought you like men”
“But I don’t like you” I lie.
There we go, I admit I had a feeling for him once; once. I don’t think it’s there anymore. This has nothing to do with the conversation we had before but I never figured out why Romeo ever wanted to know which gender I preferred.
“Don’t lie” He groans against my skin and kisses it again.
I feel uncomfortable. “You are drunk! Let me go for god sake”
“There’s no god Junah, there’s only me, no one can save you here” His hand runs behind my back.
Before I know I’m on Romeo’s bed buried under him being continuously kissed on my neck. I struggle with him and tightly close my eyes. I feel… weird. What is he even doing? I thought he liked women. He’s drunk, yes but that doesn’t mean one would act like this and vampires do not get drunk this much to forget their gender preference.
“Fucking… let me go” I curse.
He grabs my wrists and pushes them into the mattress. His hands feel cold but his room is warmed with candles and the fire which I didn’t even see being lit up earlier.
I struggle harder and harder. My legs endlessly kicking him and my hands trying to loosen his grab but I just can’t. His hand won’t even slip. I keep hitting his legs and his stomach but somehow he stops them with his own.
“What is wrong with you? Let me go! Just fucking let me go dammit” I shout as loud as I can having the hope of someone would hear me.
But I know, in this big castle there’s no one to save me. No one would dare to come into Romeo’s room without being called by him. Dammit why do I feel like I’m being abused? Well this is certainly happening against my will anyway.
“Would you just-” He cuts me off with his lips on mine.
I scrunch my face and tighten my lips together not letting him go in. I feel the blood-liquor smell from him. It disgusts me. This is just not the way I ever wanted to start with him. I don’t know whether I want to be with him or not.
I turn my face to a side and try to hide my lips from him. He growls at me with anger like a wild lion. I don’t react. I don’t even open my eyes.
“You… you look at me” He drags his words again and his voice feels sleepy.
“I said fucking look at me” He shouts into my face.
I don’t dare to look. I feel him tightening his hands around my wrist and I feel his body weight than before. Why don’t vampires sleep after drinking like usual people? Ugh.
“I’ll ask you one more time; look at me” His voice a bit low this time.
I don’t look. I don’t react at all. He intentionally breathes onto my skin. I feel him leaning closer and he places a light kiss on my cheek.
It makes me unknowingly open my eyes. A feeling of anxious combined with excitement fills my stomach. But I don’t look at him yet. This feels funny; a guy being abused by another guy.
“Look at me Hyung Junah” He pleads.
I let go of my tightened joints and loosen my body. Not because it feels calmer or safer but because he seems tamed. I slowly turn my head. He gazes deeply into my eyes. He’d burn a hole in my forehead with it I’m sure. I suddenly remember the first day I saw him. Those eyes; how could I ever forget them? That feeling of arrogance, stubbornness and lust they carry drowned me in his world. I used to get butterflies in my stomach with just a glimpse of him. But I got over it eventually; and my excitement and that thrill just vanished with time. Neither he nor I ever took a step forward from the work-wise relationship we had. He never was seen with a man or an interest in me and I never made it obvious that he was someone I liked.
If I ever took any initiative towards a relationship it wouldn’t have been success since he obviously had no interest in me. But today here we have him taking initiative and I’m the one who doesn’t give in.
“Let me go” My voice breaks and it sounds awfully pathetic and sad.
This just isn’t what I ever wanted.
He curls his eyebrows and slowly shakes his head. His face bears a saddened expression. “No” He mouths and kisses me again.
I don’t give in this time either. My lips stay tightly sealed but my eyes are wide open staring right into his. He closes his after a while but then pulls his head back again.