Beyond The Limits 3/4
Pairing : Romeo and Kim Hyung Jun
Rating: M rated, PG-17
Part 1 Part 2 Part 4
“Open your mouth” He sounds commanding.
I shake my head and frown at him. I feel the ultimate fear of my throat being slit by a vampire but I deal with Romeo in a different way. I talk to him, I can talk to him. It has been like this from the start. There were times that he actually listened to me. But they were rare, very rare.
I try to move my hand but he aggressively pushes my wrist into the mattress again.
“Open your mouth” His voice low and gentle this time.
It drowns me in even if I try a million time to not get effected by it. The same feeling comes to me again and as I stare at him and my mouth just drops open.
He’s beautiful as a shining diamond. His disobedient eyes yearn to rule the world. I suddenly feel a connection with him; something I didn’t have before. It makes me feel safer. Am I starting to feel like, like this is… alright?
Is this actually alright?
What if he’s just drunk and doing these under the alcohol influence and he might change after he gets into his right mind? What if all this is just a onetime thing? I cannot let him play with emotions.
“Why are you doing this?” I ask in a low voice.
“Why’d you think I ever asked whom you prefer?” He says and leans down to my lips.
His touch sends shivers down my spine. A thrill of excitement runs though me and this time I let my lips part, I let him in. Why’d he ever ask? Because he liked me?
My eyes close on their own and I hold my breath. He feels cold and warm at the same time.
I slowly start moving my lips along to his gentle rhythm. My legs fall onto the mattress under his and he comfortably places himself on mine. He knows I have given in and he holds no fear of his actions anymore. Well, he never did anyway.
His lips feel magical, they always did. Every time I saw him I would stare at his lips as he speaks. His bottom lip is so thick that I always wanted to kiss it, wanted to but never did; because I felt distanced, scared and different from him. I was never aware of his private life or whom he was with. Only I assumed that he must be a womanizer just like the other rich vampires. But this one; did he really hold a feeling for me?
“Is this a onetime thing?” My voice carries a million doubts.
“Sshh” He presses me against the pillow with his lips.
I turn my face away. I kept repeating this since the start; this is not how I wanted it to be.
“Is this… a onetime thing?” I ask with a pause making sure of the fact that I’m demanding an answer.
“No” He snaps and his breath hits me on my skin.
It feels warm than his grasp at my wrist. It’s actually starting to hurt a bit now.
“Are you sure?” I turn my head to his side once again. “Because you are under the influence of alcohol and people do unexpected thing when they are dr-”
He suddenly presses his forehead against mine. “Shut it! You talk too much!”
My breathing stops. I stare deeply into his eyes. They are trying to say something but I’m just clueless enough to even understand. His black-liner is smudged from the rain. Now only I notice his damp hair. The thick black strands touch my temple as he slowly rocks while trying to balance himself. He isn’t on his right mind yet and this whole moment scares me so much.
Why am I such a coward? I guess the difference between us will always haunt me.
“I don’t show my true self to the whole world. It takes guts” He whispers.
“And what is your true self?” I whisper back.
“This! And you” He kisses the crook of my neck. “… liking you”
His damp hair wets my cheeks. He smells divine. I inhale him in. His voice carries a feeling of truth and until now I never knew what was going in his mind. Sudden changes confuse me.
He kisses me on my lips again. I kiss back; I don’t want to miss the chance. As our kiss passionately continues he lets go of both my wrists and sends his arm under my shoulders holding me. I keep my hands as they are, while still struggling inside my mind whether or not to give in completely.
But the kiss claims me. The feeling is taking over me and I decide to let go of my insecurities. My hands move onto his body. I sway my hand over his back trying to feel every muscle but his cloak stands in between. Why am I backing off? He’s mine at this moment after all.
My hands slowly move onto the hem of his cloak and I push it back. He immediately realizes what I’m about to do and sits up. I feel his weight on my thighs. A teasing smile covers his face as he takes off his cloak. My hands move onto his black shirt and I pull him to me. I need to feel him on my lips again.
“Kiss me” I say under my breath.
He sighs; an erotic sigh I’d say. I let him kiss me more passionately this time. His tongue curls around mine and I feel his urge. He’s a physical lover, that I knew from the moment I saw him. He isn’t the kind to be gentle and sweet on bed. I wonder why I’m scared of being left alone after tonight than being scared of what will happen to me during this chilly rainy night.
Our kiss breaks and he moves onto my neck. He kisses every inch of it and I arch myself forward giving him more space. It feels wonderful to be kissed by the person you always wanted. I hold him close and tightly to me hopelessly fearing whether I might lose him.
Rating: M rated, PG-17
Part 1 Part 2 Part 4
“Open your mouth” He sounds commanding.
I shake my head and frown at him. I feel the ultimate fear of my throat being slit by a vampire but I deal with Romeo in a different way. I talk to him, I can talk to him. It has been like this from the start. There were times that he actually listened to me. But they were rare, very rare.
I try to move my hand but he aggressively pushes my wrist into the mattress again.
“Open your mouth” His voice low and gentle this time.
It drowns me in even if I try a million time to not get effected by it. The same feeling comes to me again and as I stare at him and my mouth just drops open.
He’s beautiful as a shining diamond. His disobedient eyes yearn to rule the world. I suddenly feel a connection with him; something I didn’t have before. It makes me feel safer. Am I starting to feel like, like this is… alright?
Is this actually alright?
What if he’s just drunk and doing these under the alcohol influence and he might change after he gets into his right mind? What if all this is just a onetime thing? I cannot let him play with emotions.
“Why are you doing this?” I ask in a low voice.
“Why’d you think I ever asked whom you prefer?” He says and leans down to my lips.
His touch sends shivers down my spine. A thrill of excitement runs though me and this time I let my lips part, I let him in. Why’d he ever ask? Because he liked me?
My eyes close on their own and I hold my breath. He feels cold and warm at the same time.
I slowly start moving my lips along to his gentle rhythm. My legs fall onto the mattress under his and he comfortably places himself on mine. He knows I have given in and he holds no fear of his actions anymore. Well, he never did anyway.
His lips feel magical, they always did. Every time I saw him I would stare at his lips as he speaks. His bottom lip is so thick that I always wanted to kiss it, wanted to but never did; because I felt distanced, scared and different from him. I was never aware of his private life or whom he was with. Only I assumed that he must be a womanizer just like the other rich vampires. But this one; did he really hold a feeling for me?
“Is this a onetime thing?” My voice carries a million doubts.
“Sshh” He presses me against the pillow with his lips.
I turn my face away. I kept repeating this since the start; this is not how I wanted it to be.
“Is this… a onetime thing?” I ask with a pause making sure of the fact that I’m demanding an answer.
“No” He snaps and his breath hits me on my skin.
It feels warm than his grasp at my wrist. It’s actually starting to hurt a bit now.
“Are you sure?” I turn my head to his side once again. “Because you are under the influence of alcohol and people do unexpected thing when they are dr-”
He suddenly presses his forehead against mine. “Shut it! You talk too much!”
My breathing stops. I stare deeply into his eyes. They are trying to say something but I’m just clueless enough to even understand. His black-liner is smudged from the rain. Now only I notice his damp hair. The thick black strands touch my temple as he slowly rocks while trying to balance himself. He isn’t on his right mind yet and this whole moment scares me so much.
Why am I such a coward? I guess the difference between us will always haunt me.
“I don’t show my true self to the whole world. It takes guts” He whispers.
“And what is your true self?” I whisper back.
“This! And you” He kisses the crook of my neck. “… liking you”
His damp hair wets my cheeks. He smells divine. I inhale him in. His voice carries a feeling of truth and until now I never knew what was going in his mind. Sudden changes confuse me.
He kisses me on my lips again. I kiss back; I don’t want to miss the chance. As our kiss passionately continues he lets go of both my wrists and sends his arm under my shoulders holding me. I keep my hands as they are, while still struggling inside my mind whether or not to give in completely.
But the kiss claims me. The feeling is taking over me and I decide to let go of my insecurities. My hands move onto his body. I sway my hand over his back trying to feel every muscle but his cloak stands in between. Why am I backing off? He’s mine at this moment after all.
My hands slowly move onto the hem of his cloak and I push it back. He immediately realizes what I’m about to do and sits up. I feel his weight on my thighs. A teasing smile covers his face as he takes off his cloak. My hands move onto his black shirt and I pull him to me. I need to feel him on my lips again.
“Kiss me” I say under my breath.
He sighs; an erotic sigh I’d say. I let him kiss me more passionately this time. His tongue curls around mine and I feel his urge. He’s a physical lover, that I knew from the moment I saw him. He isn’t the kind to be gentle and sweet on bed. I wonder why I’m scared of being left alone after tonight than being scared of what will happen to me during this chilly rainy night.
Our kiss breaks and he moves onto my neck. He kisses every inch of it and I arch myself forward giving him more space. It feels wonderful to be kissed by the person you always wanted. I hold him close and tightly to me hopelessly fearing whether I might lose him.