ok, so this is only because i cannot take it anymore and i dont feel like dumping on anyone...do dont read if you dont want ( Read more... )

this project deadline is comming up fast. i have to get over this writers block. every time i sit down in front of my computer, i can think of everything else but my project. what sucks is that if someone asks me about what i'm doing, i have no problem talking baout it andtalking baout what i've learned....i just cant put it into written words. ( Read more... )

with no expectations there can be no dissapointments. avoid pettiness. and all triviality. find a better way to save the world. ignore the pressures to win and respect somebody by listening to them. cool off before responding to provocation. enlarge your world.

i made pastrami sandwhiches last night. they all said they liked them. they cannot be trusted to tell the truth...and im not surte i would have it any other way....but....i would like to have a system where i can find out what people really think about my baked goods/dinners. but i dont want to lie. i could alwasy justtell people that i didnt make ( Read more... )

adam is amazing. he totally blew off his plans with his friends so that i could see fireworks. he took me to the rail,but first we stopped by the store to get sodas and candy. we saw, like, every fireworks show north of westchester (marina del rey/ santa monica area). wow, i've never seen all of La out in front of me lit up by fireworks. it went on ( Read more... )

it hurts. so much. i dont know what to do. i dont know what im doing. i feel as though i should have called people....but how does one go about it? i cant make it through one phone call, i wont make it thru all the people that need to be told. i have to get it out in the open, i have to tell people, but i cant. i feel like such a shit. i am a shit. ( Read more... )

finals suck ass. i have lots of readong to do. this weekend is going to suck. almost as much as next week will suck. im such a dumbass, why did i have to choose to go back to work at the y? why, why, why?

i'm having issues trying to keep my pants on. i just bought them, too, like two weeks ago.i cant find my fave belt either...i thnk ada has it. goddamnit, i cant keep my pants on!

I GOT IT! I GOT IT! I DID! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! ROOOOAD TRIPPPPSSS THIS SUMMER! I GOT IT! YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!

i'm lost!