Just wanted to say hi, sorry to anyone out there who actually reads this, i haven't had regular internet contact lately, hence the lack of communication ( Read more... )

Here I sit this evening with a nearly polished bottle of wine ( Read more... )

I've signed up for a Crystals course ( Read more... )

I feel tired this morning, and slow and i want to go back to bed ( Read more... )

reality checks
are sometimes painful
to realise
and realize
and realize

But this time when I look into the mirror, not all is different from what I had imagined
or is it?
Self doubt nags at me
I see where the sources are coming from though

Some days I feel too tired for my age.
And for that I feel guilt from the voices of criticism
why should you be tired! ( Read more... )

I shouldn't find it amusing, that my horoscopes are all aligning
that my prospects are large
and together with lifestyle I don't have adequate funds.
That to avoid being broke
I need to focus and do the work.
(what? I can't get everything given to me?)

I think i'm gonna look up horoscope stuff instead.
Astrology is my new recent subject to pick up.

Watch ( Read more... )

Happy New Year to new loves and old ( Read more... )

I want to go see my cousin ( Read more... )

ugh. i don't want to be a stalker tho...
that would border inappropriate, non?

long lost relations picked up
in a wonderful tumultuous way :)

how do I put to words whats going on ( Read more... )