...it's best to acknowledge what is a part of you.

I'll decide what to do about it on a later date.

For now, I enjoy it. Haven't always enjoyed it.
The Truth is I want to try to enjoy it every chance that I get.

Please,

Accept reality before choosing to do anything about it.

Thank you,

I tend to feel as though perhaps if all around me the world crumbles that I will too.

Then I remember - I'm invincible.

Slightly vulnerable but invincible nonetheless.

*shrug*

and so Atlas shrugged.

I know what I want.

I spent a year thinking.

I want to spend some time achieving it.

You're confused as you read this and its ok.
You are not supposed to understand.
Perhaps you never will.

All but one of you.

I'll see you down the road.
We will cross paths when I have something to offer.

Here I wake up and wonder if the day before me was a dream or perhaps it really happened. I haven't the foggiest how long I may be here nor when this will change or improve. What I do know is that this place lacks the necessary distractions to keep someone from their unpleasant thoughts. Here you are forced to do what you must and deal with them. ( Read more... )

Um, I dislike my job. I dislike my new place. I am starting to dislike my relationship.

Nothing could be better, because this I where I am most comfortable.

When things are bad.

Because, really, it just has more probability to improve rather than get worse.

Oh Joy.

...fuck me.

That is me.

Composed I appear. In reality I am as lost as anyone.
Some of us just know how to navigate a chaos.

I look at me and see something I don't ever recognize.
How odd it is to look at yourself and not see familiarity.

I could have had any face, and still see a stranger in the mirror.
Like an automoton taking orders.
Since childhood I have ( Read more... )

If I wish to move, then I will not stop. There is no obstabcle I will not scale.
No barricade left standing in my path. As witness to my journey, have faith in this. 
If  I find something in life I believe to be integral, do not cast it aside.
There is no threat to my success, only light on a path I chose to walk.
I walked, but now I march. ( Read more... )

I will see this through, until the end.

Know that.

Would you prefer a lie or the truth...?

an odd question to answer.