I'm so excited right now. There's only 9 (almost 8) days left until my trip. I'm gonna go and fly on a plane all by myself for the first time in my life. It's going to be crazy and scary and exciting and happy all at the same time. And I know for a fact that this summer will be the best summer I've ever had. At least in a long time anyway ( Read more... )

5/22/07 ( Read more... )

I am way too awake right now. My body is tired so I'll make this short ( Read more... )

I'm rather tired but I'll write this anyway. I realized today that a lot of people and friends during teenage years aren't going to be who they are years from now. I'm starting to realize that someday all of this will change and I'll be an old woman about to die. I never want to die. I'm frankly scared of death. We all are. Mostly because humans ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm still up, but whatever. Tonight was the first time where I kind of cried for no reason. Usually there is always a reason. I was sitting at my computer on fucking Myspace, listening to Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd. I guess it just hit me right then and there all of a sudden. I closed my eyes for a minute, then clenched them ( Read more... )

To be honest with all of you right now, I fucking hate a lot of things right now when I shouldn't be. Well actually yeah, maybe I should be. I don't ever really know. There's this one person, this one beady-eyed bitch who I just want to rip to pieces so fucking badly. Usually I'm not this hateful towards people, just bad ideas and morals, but wow, ( Read more... )

Have you ever liked somebody so much and been so fascinated by them that all you think about is being with this person? It's funny how it works for me. I usually end up falling for the guys I hardly know. And I start out thinking one thing about them and then I start liking them way more. I may not even lik the person to begin with, at least not ( Read more... )

I have a lot to write about since the last time I posted, but I need to actually write it first. Sometime when I get enough time to do this I will, I promise. I have so much to juggle at the moment. But no worries, I'll come back to it I swear. Until then enjoy yourselves.

Yeah, so my old town's (Harwich) prom was two nights ago, and I just finished looking at pictures of everyone and it really made me realize something: I'm missing out on so much and it's hurting me really badly ( Read more... )

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