Haven't been here in a while, so... here I am lol. So far school has its ups and downs, but workwise its much better. I have all artsy classes which I'm actually interested in hehe. The downside is I don't like anyone lol. Thats a lie, I love my friends, but all the new people I see, and old ones I didnt care for to begin with, I can't stand lmao. ( Read more... )

School is just around the corner and I'm scared. This'll be my last year with some dear friends, and it'll start with some already gone. My Grandma's moving, and so is alot of my family in New Jersey, so places I thought of as home are changing too. I know changes can be good, and normally I'm up for any change, to see where the world takes me. but ( Read more... )

So home is a drag, and I'm bored and parents are bitchy. But I've decided to no longer hold back my love of power ballads. Yes, i'm a total wuss. Every rose has its thorns, home sweet home, To be With you, etc. LMAO I LOVE EM ALL

i love when it rains. the sound it makes as it touches everything, the way the leaves shake and the puddles splash. The booming thunder, the white hot lightning. Its all so amazing! Oh mann i wanna go outside. Should I?? Lol i should...shouldnt...shouldd...well later when no ones around. I have to! have to always make time to dance in the rain, to ( Read more... )

why is everyone so full of shit?

aunt patty i miss you ( Read more... )

Just when I thought I knew what was going on it seems to hav all gone to hell fuck. well who knows i guess, but oh well. I feel shitty, and i wish i didn't hav to hold back what i want to say. but i don't know if saying it would make things worse. then again, i could be wrong, maybe things are fine ( Read more... )

I always feel like for every good thing that happens, you have to pay for it with something bad. I know it sounds cynical, but its really true ( Read more... )

Things are strange, and I wish they weren't this way. But I've made my choices I guess, which is a damn shame because I thought I'd gotten to a good place here. But ah well, there just isn't room to spread yourself so thin you know ( Read more... )

people are stupid. i dont like them, they're so weird and complicated. cant anyone just say how they feel? ugh...people lol ( Read more... )